January 2, 2023
January 2, 2023
It is hard to believe 13 years have passed. Thinking of your death makes me face my biggest fears of loosing you and what you must have felt in those final hours and at the same time gives me ground ”to stand on”. There are some warm happy memories about your own joys in your short life and I revisit those often. One came again this night to comfort me: old songs by Ricchi e Poveri, an old concert of theirs you once got a chance to see in person. I was looking for you in the crowd, thinking that there is a possibility you, your happy moments are captured in one of such old concert recordings. And I imagined I found you and it warmed my heart again to know you lived that moment. You matter to me: before, now and always. Love.