19 long long long years without you!

I think and talk about you often. My kids speak of you like they’ve known you their whole little lives. I love you and miss you just as much as I ever did! Please continue to always watch over us. Forever my beautiful friend & guardian angel

Happy 32nd birthday my sweet babiegurl !!
Sure wish it was a different kind of celebration!
I love and miss u so much
Have a blessed day with everyone up in heaven!
Luv u!
Mom

18 long, heavy years here without you! Not a day goes by you’re not thought of or missed. We love you and miss you so much it hurts. I won’t be at the candle lite tonight I have to work and it sucks so bad. But I know you hear me and see me and know how much I love and miss you each and every single day! Until we meet again!!

Samie.
Wow! 18yrs ago today that u gained ur angel wings. 18yrs ago yesterday that I last heard ur voice. I still remember like it was yesterday.
U can't help but to wonder, wat ur voice would sound like. Wat path u would have chosen in life. Who u would marry and how many kids would u have. Would they look like u or him. The questions that were left unanswered. With the biggest one...... why u???
God only knows. And I have had to accept that. But I dnt miss u any less. I am only human.
Your sister misses u too. I think u would have been best friends.
Have a wonderful day in heaven. I will always and forever love and miss u!!!
U never forget. U just have to keep moving forward. I love u!!!
Mom

Happiest of birthdays to my dearest most missed best friend. The big 3-1 ( we’re old ) I love & miss you so much! Keep watching over all of us I really need it right now! love you

My dearest Samie,
Happy 31st birthday my angel.
No words can express the feeling of a mother missing her babiegurl. This year is a lil more emotional for some reason. But u cant explain the life sentence of grief. I love u dearly and miss u sooooo much.
I hope u have a most wonderful day celebrating ur 31st in heaven!
I love u❣
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday dear samie
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!

….. 17 long hard years here with you! Still wonder who’d you be today! We love and miss
You like crazy, my kids talk about you often 

Until I see you again!! Love you!

16 years...... every year is hard but this year is a little harder. My oldest is 13. You were 13. We were 13. I miss you so so much. Love you, always

My dearest samantha,
I love and miss u babiegurl. I'm wishing you a belated happy birthday!!! Things were so different this year. First time in 15yrs. I was there tho.
Luv u!
Mom

Happy 28th birthday Sam. I still think of you every day, my kids even talk about you often! We love and miss you! Keep watching over us. Happy birthday, I’ll see you again someday ❤️

Good morning babiegurl.
I just wanted to say that i love and miss u!!! I often think about who u would be today. What choices u would have made. Which college, what job, boyfriends, husband, children. Questions left to the unknown. 
The pain never goes away. U just learn to deal with it. And some days are a little harder than others. Like today. I can close my eyes and see that whole day and night play all over again, as if it was right now. Getting that call, the fear, the fear that took over my body on the way to the hospital. Not knowing what i was walking into. And then seeing u lying there with all the tubes and all the marks on ur precious body. The cardiac arrest that i watched u go thru.
Ill never ever get the images out of my mind.
And all because a mother did not respect my rules. My rules!!! That one decision to ignore me, changed the world of so many, especially mine and Nikki's.
U know, if u are responsible for another mothers child, please respect the mother and her rules. It can make one hell of a difference for many hearts.
Ur sister misses having a sister. But she is doing great!! Ur niece and nephew would make u soooo proud!!!!
Savannah was the only one that u got to meet and love like no other. Now she is almost 16. Where does time go??? And Ian, i still believe u had a part in that creation, lol. He is an amazing football player. They are following in ur footsteps!!
Well, until we meet again,
I love u!!!!! I miss u!!!!!!!
Another year has passed but ur memory never fades.
Forever in our hearts!!!!!!

My dearest Samie, I can't believe it has been 11 years ago today. I seem to manage daily, but today always knocks me down. I get back up, but the pain is like no other and every moment of that day on November 19th comes wailing in....... I had you pack your bags and put them in my car for the weekend that was suppose to be so much fun for you. I dropped you off at school, and then I picked you up from school and took you back to my work. Your dad came and got you from there and I waved my last good bye to you as we joked while you walked across the parking lot to get in your dads truck. And I told you for the last time that I loved you. You were so excited that day to go to Indiana. And boom, something happened and you didn't get to go. I bought blinds for your bedroom and I was going to surprise you when you returned. I was hanging them when I got that God aweful call. And my life changed forever. I love you and I miss you soooooo very much! You may be gone from here on earth but you are forever in my heart!!!!! Rest in heaven my angel, until we meet again.

Happy 24th birthday my babiegurl !!! I love and miss you dearly. Until we meet again, Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind.     RIP

I remember when mom called and told me your funeral was that day. She asked if I wanted to go. I didn't I was scared I'd never been to a funeral before. Now ten years later I wish I had. I miss you. You taught me a lot like how to make little ice cube Popsicles. We always played outside. I hope I get to see you again and we can talk about riding our bikes across the street at the truck gas station, or the time we got in so much trouble for sneaking up the street to play with the neighbor kids new soccem boppers lol. I only have good memories of you but I wish I had more memories.

10 years... doesn't seem real at all. Even though it's been that long I don't think this ever gets any easier... I've been replaying that whole week in my head for days now just getting more angry at the situation. I have sooo many years of good memories with you that I'll never forget... I love you Sam an I miss you something terribly. ... forever an always R.I.P

Can not believe it really has been 10 years since I've actually seen you. Still feels just like yesterday. They were right when they said it'll never get easier, you just learn to deal with the heart ache. I know you're with us each and every day watching over us! Love and miss you so much it hurts! Continue to watch and guide us! Forever on our mind & forever in our hearts, love you. Till we meet again babygirl ❤️ 11.20.04

I love you babigurl. And miss you like crazy. 10yrs ago today, you became God's angel. I love and miss you more than words could ever express!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   RIP, gone but never forgotten. Forever in our hearts. Til we meet again, I love you,

Not a day goes by that I do not think of you and that call that changed my life forever. I was hanging blinds in your room to surprise you. You were my baby girl and our life had just begun in our new home, then 16 days after my birthday, you were gone forever. I still see you skipping across my work parking lot. You were laughing and so very happy that day. I told her, my rules. No riding in cars with teenagers. If she would have just granted my rules and followed them, I would have gotten to watch you grow up and have a family of your own. Instead, she fed that boy alcohol and knowing he had no drivers license, she put you in his car to go get dinner. The dinner that you never got to eat. Your room is painted. Just like you wanted it. Your clothes and your stuff still remain there. I hope that you like it. I miss you, I love you. Never is such a long time here on earth. RIP my babiegurl.

To my angel in heaven, I love and miss u so. Gone but never forgotten. Forever in our hearts.