Good morning babiegurl.
I just wanted to say that i love and miss u!!! I often think about who u would be today. What choices u would have made. Which college, what job, boyfriends, husband, children. Questions left to the unknown.
The pain never goes away. U just learn to deal with it. And some days are a little harder than others. Like today. I can close my eyes and see that whole day and night play all over again, as if it was right now. Getting that call, the fear, the fear that took over my body on the way to the hospital. Not knowing what i was walking into. And then seeing u lying there with all the tubes and all the marks on ur precious body. The cardiac arrest that i watched u go thru.
Ill never ever get the images out of my mind.
And all because a mother did not respect my rules. My rules!!! That one decision to ignore me, changed the world of so many, especially mine and Nikki's.
U know, if u are responsible for another mothers child, please respect the mother and her rules. It can make one hell of a difference for many hearts.
Ur sister misses having a sister. But she is doing great!! Ur niece and nephew would make u soooo proud!!!!
Savannah was the only one that u got to meet and love like no other. Now she is almost 16. Where does time go??? And Ian, i still believe u had a part in that creation, lol. He is an amazing football player. They are following in ur footsteps!!
Well, until we meet again,
I love u!!!!! I miss u!!!!!!!
Another year has passed but ur memory never fades.
Forever in our hearts!!!!!!