Well, once again, here I am to wish you a very happy 35th birthday. It never gets easier, but it has now become bearable. I have my moments when i sit and look at your picture and tears roll down my face. I love you more than life itself. You would be proud of your brother and sister as they have moved on with there life. Amanda is now pregnant with her fourth child. How many would you have, I wonder? You adored little children and you were so good at those claw machines and as soon as you won a prize, you would find a child to give it to. You even gave a Mickey Mouse to your favorite teacher, Mrs. Williams after you graduated high school, magna cum laude. That is when you pretended to be a student and put a backpack on and go to her class. When I see her that always comes up, along with eating smores pop tarts in her class. Emily, Shane and Brooke's room would be filled with animals right now. I'm sure there is a big party waiting for you in heaven today. Please keep watching over us .Your Dad and I love you very much.