My heart breaks everyday with not having you with me. I see girls your age and think what you would be like and what we are missing together. You were my baby girl and  I love you with all my heart.Miss you forever.

Merry Christmas our Angel.

Merry Christmas 

Mommy and Austin went to your grave today and put your Christmas arrangement up and your purple tree we miss you so much mommy had surgery so still trying to heal Merry Christmas in heaven fly high and let me know you are around

He misses you so much not a day goes by we don't miss you you are always in our hearts even though you are not here in front of us it kills us.  I wish things didn't go the way they did and make mommy so different I'm sorry for everyone I hurt just cause I hurt doesn't mean I should take it out on everyone else!!!

Mommy wishes you were here so bad not a day goes by that I dont think about you I know you are up there with all our loved ones watching over us you are missed by many and still here in our hearts you were my angel when you were born and you will be my angel til i see you again.  Do you like all the light I have up for you I hope grandma ruth gave you a hug and kiss when she was sent to heaven i love you and miss you baby girl

I made sure I had this done yesterday.  We sure did freeze doing this for you but I didnt care bc daddy kept telling me why cant you plant them in daylight I said I want it done right now and I did it in a heart shape for the love I have for you.  Mommy put you all different pretty flowers.  I def made sure I had urple in there for you.  I got you a purple tulip solar light for your grave yesterday and I hope you like all that I have put on your grave lately and I love you and miss you so much.
Your brothers all helped me do it and I am going to make sure its lots of pretty flowers for you.  You are my little helper from heaven and you will make sure they stay alive because they are for you Fly high in the sky and watch over all of us everyday baby girl.  :)

I go to your grave at least every other day and the hardest thing i have to do is walk up there and see your headstone when I should be able to hold you and love you here on earth.  I wish life just was so different and me and your brothers never had to go through the pain of losing you.  When I wake up I still think about I got to get up and change your diaper and get you dressed and fix your hair to go somewhere.  You loved to go most of the time.  People dont understand the pain I go through you were my only daughter and I will never forget every second I got to spend with you.  I loved you so much and will never stop.  Austin said the other day  Mommy everything will be ok sissy is watching over us.  He says the sweetest stuff he told me that he is going to become a police officer when he grows up to protect mommy.  It sadens me to have to explain and learn how to deal with you being gone.  Hayden started practices yesterday and he loves it.  I love how people know more about me and your brothers than me its crazy sissy but people dont see how we have been hurt and scared the whole time wondering if there is going to be another bad experience. I am a strong person and I can get through all of it with you and my God everything is possible.  I have to face the bad and start over and its a hard long process and God knew what he was doing when he took you then you wouldnt have to go through this hell on earth.  You are better off in heaven then to live in hell here.  Mommy has been so sick lately and some people dont understand how I feel and how hard it is sometimes to just get up and go on with my day but I do it because I have to for your brothers they keep me going they are the only ones that can keep me focused on what it is supposed to be.  Mommy misses you so much and I will never forget you angel please wrap your arms around me and keep me strong to get through this last battle baby I need it.  I love you skylar marie 

i think about you all the time skylar daddy loved u so much an not a min goesbye i dont think of all the times i spent with you an your brothers an mommyi met you mother when i was17 i had never expereniced life an your mommy took my hand and showed me so many things about life i had never did nothing befor i met your mommy an it was the best years of my life haveing all yall in it i dont really do know how to live ny other way i been with your mommy so long i love her so much skylar i remember i was so happy when u were born everything was perfect we held u spent the nite n the hospital an took u home i hated to go back to work i was so mad that my boss made me work i wanted to spend time wth yall we was at the brinkleys then to the double wide an why that happen to u i will never understand its a unelainable hurt an everybody needs to stay out it nobody shoud say nything about what m or your mommy says on here does to eachtohere or what we do in our relahionshipe or marriage nomatter what happens we been through alot an nobody knows how we feel loseing a baby an what it does to you misty i know u loved skylar to so much it was so sad an heartbreakin that day skylar i wish were still here growing an spending time with us your brothers miss u so much to u would have alot of room to play an run around in mommys new house an a yard its so nice yall have a big play room everything its nice i know u r in heaven an we miss you your mommy and brothers is what got me through it your mommy talked to me held my hand i act stupid sometimes thinking about things that happend an we make mistakes i just know we will see u agin someday and all the pain we feel on this earth will be gone you r in heaven babygirl know your mommy an me love you life is short i just want to spend as much time with your brothers an mother as i can an sheish every single min of it cause you never know when all of it will be taken away from you skylar i had so many plans for us your mommy an brothers all of us but your life was so short i still have plans to make more memorys with your mommy an brothers befor we come see u i want to cherish every sec of it and no more bad things

skylar i been siting here thinking about you whice i think about you all the time an i know your up in heaven waiting on us i dont know whats wrong with your mommy she stays sick alot we went to the hospital satureday night cause shes been coughin awhile i think it might be broncites but i dont know the docters looked at her like they didint care doctors make me mad sometimes but please watch over her i know you are i want to spend as much time with her as i can life is short an i need your mommy here skylar i know you will watch over her hayden started school he really likes it he likes his teacher to austin starts soon i think he will enjoy it he talked about he wanted to go back to school just watch over everybody i prey everyday to just help us still i wonder why you had to leave us it breaks my heart seeing your mommy hurt an i want to stay stron for your brothers an mommy daddy loves you skylar maybe mommy can get put on some antibiotics an clear that mess shes got up

Skylar you are so missed and everyone loves you.   It is almost a year since you left us to go to God to be one of his angels.  He needed you more than we did, but we don't undestand why.  One good thing is one day we will understand the reason behind everything that happens.  I know your mama and daddy, nana and papa, as well as everyone else are in pain without you, but they are strong because God holds them together.  God said he would not put more on you than you can bear, but sometimes we think we have had enough.  That is when God says come to me and let me take your pain away.  I just pray that tomorrow everyone will turn their eyes upon Jesus and not the day.  We just need to remember the good times that you had with everyone on earth for the short time that you was here.  Yes it is hard.  When anyone loses someone, whether young or old, it is hard and we never forget them.  Some people say it gets easier as the years go by, but I still to this day remember your Uncle Chris and think about all the things that he was apart of and no I will never forget him as well as you and others that are in heaven just waiting for us, when it is our time.  You are in all things that the family does, because we remember you that way.  We do have cherished memories of you.  Kisses to you and lots of love to everyone. 

Can you be a Mother when your baby is not with you? I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked “What makes a mother?” and I know I heard Him say, “A mother has a baby”. This we know is true. “But God, can you be a mother when your baby’s not with you?” “Yes you can,” He replied with confidence in His voice. “I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, and others for the day and some I send to feel your womb, but there’s no need to stay.” “I just don’t understand this God I want my baby to be here.” He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, and then I saw the tear. “I wish I could show you, what your child is doing today. If you could see your child’s smile, with all the other children and say…” “We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear. My mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a mom who had so much love for me. I learned my lessons very quickly, my mommy set me free. I miss my mommy oh so much but I visit her everyday. When she goes to sleep on her pillows where I lay. I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, and whisper in her ear, “mommy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.” “So you see my dear sweet ones, your children are okay. Your babies are born here in my home and this is where they’ll stay. They’ll wait for you with me until your lessons through. And on the day that you come home they’ll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a mother, It’s the feeling in your heart. It’s the love you had so much of right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother until their time is done. They’ll be up here with me one day and know that you are the best one...

I WENT TO YOUR GRAVE THE OTHER AFTERNOON AND WALKED UP TO YOUR GRAVE AND HELD YOUR PICTURE ON YOUR HEADSTONE AND BROKE DOWN AND COULD NOT STOP CRYING BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE A GRAVE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE WITH ME SO YOU COULD KEEP ME MORE STRONG.  IT IS HARD WAKING UP EVERYDAY JUST TO LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND CAN NEVER HOLD YOU AGAIN.  I WANT YOU BACK SO BAD IT SEEMS AS IF NOTHING GOES THE WAY YOU PLAN AND WHY IS EVERYTHING HAVING TO CHANGE ITS SO EMPTY IN MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU HERE.  YOUR BROTHERS FILL UP MOST OF THE EMPTYINESS BUT IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD NOT BE EMPTY.  I WISH THAT DAY NEVER HAPPENED LAST YEAR BECAUSE I CAN NEVER GET OVER IT WHY DID I NOT KNOW THIS WAS GOING TO HELP YOU I SHOULD HAVE PROTECTED YOU AND BROUGHT YOU BACK.  I TRYED MY BEST TO KEEP YOU HERE BUT GOD WANTED YOU MORE AND I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER GOD.  HE IS THE ONE THAT KEEPS ME STRONGER.  I WAS WITH YOU ALMOST EVERYDAY OF YOUR LIFE AND YOU WERE PART OF MY WORLD I JUST CANT UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAPPENED TO U.  I WANT U BACK NOW AND I CANT HAVE YOU PLEASE TELL GOD TO WRAP HIS ARMS AROUND MOMMY RIGHT NOW I NEED A BIG HUG.  IM SO DEPRESSED AND MY NERVES CANT TAKE MUCH MORE OF NOTHING I HAVE TO BE AS STRONG AS I CAN FOR HAYDEN AND AUSTIN BUT MOMMY IS GETTING WEAK AND I CANT HELP IT.  I LOVE YOU SEE YOU AGAIN AS SOON AS I CAN...............  IMISS YOU SO MUCH

Mommy just wanted to come to your page and tell you I miss you so much and I wish you were here.  Mommy is getting so ill toward everybody because it will be soon 1 year since you have been gone and I still cant be 100 percent happy.  I want you back so bad and wish I could hold you and give you a kiss and hug you and you are gone and I cant do any of those things again here on earth.  I will never get over that day and never forget your beautiful face you were my minnie me.  It is going to be the first Mother's Day without you and you were with us last year how things can change over a blink of an eye.  i know god knows what he is doing and all of us have a number and your number was called to be home with him and it left alot of us hurt and in severe pain and nothing can change that, but when you believe in god I know I will see you again one day and until then I will hurt without you.  Aunt Wanda was called home 4-30-2012 I know you seen her as soon as she got there.  She always said on your page she would see you soon and who knew it would be 11 months after you.  YALL ARE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS ON MY MIND AND GUIDING ME EVERYDAY.  I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH UNTIL MY LIFE IS OVER HERE.  

i look at your pictures an you were always so happy an loveing in them  nothing could ever replace you its just so hard the 22 months you were here just flew by so quick why why why couldint god just keep you here with us so we wouldint have to go through this pain sometimes its like like i cant take it anymore when my time is up here on earth all of my paint i go through everyday from loseing you will be gone i hope you just run up to me with your arms open an have that sweet loveing smile on your face an i am going to hold you an talk to you an we can do stuff together an when my times up maybe we can do all the things we were supose to do on earth togethere in heaven  you made everybody so happy when you were here i know everybody wants to see you agin i just wish you were here i think about you all the time an it dont get easier i can say that i know that my daughter was gods angle an he let me hold you an see you for a short time now i just hav to wait for my time to be up on earth an i know you are up there waiting on us so fly through your clouds an drink holy water an sing with the angels an dance i know you will always be in peace daddy loves you so much

SWEET BABY I WILL BE SO VERY GLAD WHEN MY JOURNEY IS FINNISHED.PEOPLE WANT ME TO CHANGE.THEY THINK I HAVE LOST IT .I WOULD RATHER DO GODS WILL .HIM I KNOW VERY WELL .YOU ARE IN THE BEST HANDS. WHEN I SEE YOU I WANT TO  RUN PICK YOU UP LITTLE ANGEL AND GET SOME SUGAR.SEE YOU SOON.

i can never understand why things happen i remember that day befor i went to work i gav u a kiss an a bottle an told u to go back to sleep so mommy could sleep an you smiled at me an laid down an pulled your little blanket over you an i told you i loved you an id see you when i got off i went to work an that was the last time i seen you alive that  afternoon is like a night mare i rember takeing you to the lake an beach an all the things we did togethere it just want enof you are supose to be here now just like your uncle chris he was the best person there ever could be an he went fishing and never came back an i still wonder what happen because i know how good chris could swim he swim across falls lake an i dnt understand how that happen in a small pond i never will an i will never understand how you were healthy an playing an smileing an the next min your gone i just wish things would hav been differnt an none of it would have happend an yall were still here me an your mommy are geting married soon i really know you would be happy about that if you were here an you would be helping with everything you are everything to me you are still my daughter even tho your not here with me i think about you ever secend i know you an chris are prob fishing or something or maybe looking for deer  if you can do that in heaven i love you so much  

 i think of all the times we had togethere in your short life you want even to years old it went by so fast you were so happy an joyful all the time you were always laughing an playing an made everybody so happy i remember walking in from work and you would meet me smileing an id pick you up and you would make me so happy i miss you so much it dont even seem like christmas to me this year its not happy and fun like it use to be this year is going to be so hard its our first christmas without you all the time i cant stop thinking of the things we did togethere an how you brought so much joy to everybodys life all i can do now is look at pictures and remember the things we did it seems like it should be a dream i go look at your headstone an i just cant beleave its like this now when just last christmas i was wakeing you  up an carrying you to see what santa clause baught you

THIS IS THE LAST BIG CHRISTMAS PRESENT YOU WILL GET BESIDES GETTING TO WALK HAND AND HAND WITH JESUS THIS CHRISTMAS.  I MISS YOU SO MUCH PUTTING YOUR HEADSTONE UP WAS SO HARD ITS SO HARD TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS WHEN I WANT YOU HERE AND YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU.  SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE CHILDREN AND COULD CARE LESS ABOUT THEM AND WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND GOD TOOK YOU HOW THIS IS THE WORSE THING I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.  I WISH I HAD ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU HERE ON EARTH I MIS SYOU AND LOVE YOU DEARLY.  I AM TRYING TO STAY STRONG FOR YOUR BROTHERS AND DADDY BUT BABY GIRL MOMMY IS NOT HOLDING IT TOGETHER LATELY I CRY ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND NIGHT I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE.  I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.  LOVE MOMMY 

I KNOW YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO QUESTION WHY BUT SISSY I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT YOU ARE GONE.  I HATE GOING SHOPPING, OR GOING TO THE GROCERY STORE OR GOING MUCH OF ANYWHERE EVEN CLEANING HOUSES YOU USED TO GO EVERYWHERE WITH ME.  YOU WERE GOING TO BE MOMMYS HELPER CLEANING HOUSES.  I WISH YOU DID NOT HAVE TO GO I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WANT YOU BACK.  LIFE IS NOT FAIR THANKSGIVING IS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME AND CHRISTMAS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WHEN I SEE STUFF I AM SUPPOSED TO BUY YOU I HAVE TO GET JUST FOR LEXIE WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BUYING 2 OF EVERYTHING I HATE LIFE SOMETIMES AND IT IS A STRUGGLE WITH YOU GONE.  I STAY SO DISTANT FROM EVERYTHING THAN HOW I USED TO BE.  IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD BE DOING YOUR HAIR IN PIGTAILS AND PAINTING YOUR FINGER AND TOENAILS.  I WANT YOU BACK NOW AND I CAN NOT HAVE YOU.  IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY I WAS HEARING YOUR VOICE AND NOW I WILL NEVER GET TO HEAR YOU TALK AGAIN.  I CAN SAY STUFF YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE HERE AND IT SOUNDS JUST LIKE YOU.  YOU WERE MY MINNIE ME AND NOW YOU ARE GONE I HATE IT WHY SISSY PLEASE TELL GOD TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND.  IT IS NOT RIGHT HOW WHEN YOU ARE A GREAT MOTHER AND YOU HAVE PPL OUT HERE WHO DONT CARE AT ALL ABOUT THEIR KIDS THAT HAVE THEM AND YOU LEFT US SO QUICK WITH NO SIGN IN THE WORLD HOW DO YOU GO ON WHEN YOU LEFT LIKE THAT.  IT IS A SHOCK AND SOMETHING I WILL NEVER GET OVER BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE WITH ME.  I LOVE YOU ANGEL AND I MISS YOU AND JUST WISH I COULD TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A KISS GOOD NIGHT I TALK TO YOU IN MY PRAYERS BUT ITS NOT THE SAME I CANT EVEN SEE YOU.  I WAS LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES TODAY SITTING HERE BY MYSELF WONDERING HOW COULD GOD TAKE YOU FROM US WHEN YOU WERE SO PERFECT AND YOU ARE LOVED SO MUCH HOW AND WHY IS WHAT I KEEP ASKING.  I JUST WANT YOU TO COME HOME.  WHEN WE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL I NEVER THOUGHT IN MY MIND YOU WOULD NOT BE COMING HOME WITH US BUT YOU TOOK A LONGER JOURNEY TO HEAVEN BUT I WAS NOT READY FOR YOU TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO HEAVEN BEFORE YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS.  ALL WE CAN GET YOU FOR CHRISTMAS IS A HEADSTONE AND I WANTED TO GET YOU BABYDOLLS AND A TRUNDLE BUNK BED AND PRINCESS EVERYTHING AND SOME DORA BECAUSE YOU LOVED ORA I LOVE YOU AND PLEASE WATCH OVER US.  I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE GOODBYE FOR YOU NOW. 

thinking of you an what you would be doing if you were here i don't understand why the good ones go so young i just want to see you so bad life is so hard it was hard enof losing my brother an growing up wondering what he would be like an not having him there for me at times when i needed someone because my other sibling was never there for me in a good way for me all the time an you came into my life i was so happy the first time i held you an il never foreget spending the night at the hospital with you an bringing you home an Christmas morning when i woke you up early an taking you trick or treating i wish i could have spent more time with you then i did but i spent as much time as i could with you i cant beleave less then 6 months ago i walked in from work an you were gone that day is like a nightmare it was the worst day of my life an always will be theres never a sec i don't think of you the pain will never go away all i have is memories an its so hard i love you Skylar 

GOD GAVE ME A LITTLE GIRL I TOLD THE PEOPLE AT THE ULTRASOUND IF IT IS A BOY PLEASE DONT TELL ME.  THEY SAID NO ITS A GIRL WHY DID GOD HAVE TO TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME WHEN YOU WERE MY ONLY DAUGHTER WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO EVERYTHING LIKE GO SHOPPING AND MOMMY DO YOU HAIR AND NAILS AND TOES I JUST CANT UNDERSTAND YOU ARE NOT HERE AND I WILL NEVER ACCEPT IT.   

 i miss you so much and there's never a sec i don't think of you we missed you at the fair an now Halloween is here an I'm suppose to be carrying you trick or treating like last year it upsets me so much when we got your brothers outfits we were suppose to get 3 of them i will never understand why this happen it bothers me everyday you sure made me a proud daddy the day i found out mommy was going to have you an the first time i held you made me so happy i love you Skylar so much an miss you forever

ITS SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY I HELD YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME AND NOW I WILL NEVER GET TO HOLD YOU AGAIN.  I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND NEVER WILL UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAD TO LEAVE MOMMY AND DADDY SO SOON WE NEVER WILL UNTIL WE SEE GOD.  YOU WERE TAKEN SO SOON AND I DID NOT GET TO DO ALOT OF STUFF THAT MOMMY WAS PLANNING TO DO WITH YOU.  I AM GOING TO TAKE ALEXIS WITH MOMMY ON MY BDAY TO GET OUT TOES DONE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DO STUFF LIKE THAT WITH MOMMY BUT GOD TOOK YOU WAY TO SOON AND I WAS NOT EVER PREPARED FOR THAT AND WISH YOU WERE HERE.  AUSTIN SAID YESTERDAY YOU HAD A MAGIC WAND AND HE WAS COMING TO HEAVEN AND GET IT.  AUSTIN I THINK HAS TOOK IT THE HARDEST BECAUSE YOU AND HIM WERE ALWAYS HOME TOGETHER WITH ME OF A DAY.  LIFE IS SO SHORT AND YOU CANT TAKE IT FOR GRANITE BECAUSE SHE GREATEST GIFT GOD GAVE ME WAS YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS.  I CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU, OR THINKING ABOUT YOU.  ITS SO HARD TO KNOW YOU ARE NEVER COMING BACK BUT I WILL LIVE RIGHT SO I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN.  MOMMY TOLD GOD I FORGAVE EVERYONE BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE TO, TO BE WITH YOU WHEN I DIE.  THAT DOES NOT MEAN I FORGET BABYGIRL.  WELL MOMMY IS GOING TO GET OFF HERE BECAUSE IT DEPRESSES ME MORE.  I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH.   

SKYLAR YOU ARE FOREVER ON MY MIND.I LOVE YOU SWEET BABY GIRL.SKYLAR YOU WILL BE PART OF OUR FAMILY ALWAYS.I WILLNEVER FORGET THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE.

 you look so grown in this picture it just upsets me so bad that all i got left of you is pictures to look at life sucks i just dont understand why this happend an people that dont care about there kids has theres kids 

 i miss you so much sometimes i just dont feel like doing nything cause i dont have you with me i loved seeing you when i got off work an telling to i love you an giveing you a kiss in the mornings an i knew you would be waiting for me looking out the window when i got off work you gave me so much love while you were here i had thought about our futher and watchin you grow up you changed my life so much when you were born i never thought i would be a daddy an i was so proud of you i dont think there is ny guy in the world that loved there daughter more then i love you i tryed to do everything i could do for you and i seen you every sec i could i just wish i would have seen you more an id got more time with you and you was still here it is so hard nobody unterstands how hard it is just geting through a day an when im in front of people i try to act like im ok an that nothin has happend an its just all a dream an not real but inside im in so much pain cause i know its real an i want acept it an i never will i wish the pain would get better but i know it never will i love you skylar 

sissy this world is so mest up you are in a much better place i just miss you so much i wish i could be with you. i think its so wrong how people are still friends with an talk to the people that talked about you and said very bad things about you but your daddy will never foregive or foreget what those people said about you i promis everyday is so hard with out you here i dont even wana wake up in the mornins cause i know your not going to be here sometimes  it just upsets me so bad to know what people said about but all of them have to face God oneday i love you skylar if i could see you id tell you how much i loved  you and never let go of you

MOMMY AND DADDY MISS YOU SO MUCH IT IS SO HARD TRYING TO PACK STUFF ALL THROUGH THE HOUSE BECAUSE ALL YOU STUFF IS EVERYWHERE AND YOU ARE NOT AND ITS NOT FAIR YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE HELPING MOMMY PACK YOUR STUFF OR EITHER FIGHT ME FOR PACKING IT YOU WOULD BE IN YOUR TERRIBLE TWOS AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU HERE TO SEE YOU THROW THEM FITS.  YOU STARTED DOING THEM BEFORE YOU TOOK YOUR LIFE LONG JOURNEY TO HEAVEN OH WHAT I WOULD DO TO SEE YOUR PRETTY FACE AND YOUR PRETTY BROWN EYES AND HAIR IT SEEMS SO LONG SINCE I WAS WITH YOU SKYLAR MOMMY MISSES YOU WHEN WE WOULD GO TO LEAVE YOU WERE ALWAYS THE FIRST TO PUT YOUR SHOES ON AND RUN TO THE DOOR AND YOU KNEW ABOUT WHAT TIME DADDY CAME HOME BECAUSE YOU WOULD BE LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW WANTING HIM TO COME TO TAKE YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS OUTSIDE I MISS ALL OF YALL PLAYING TOGETHER I WISH GOD WOULD HAVE GAVE ME LONGER TO SPEND WITH YOU BUT GOD HAD A PLAN FOR YOU AND I CANT CHANGE THAT EVEN THOUGH I WOULD HAVE TOOK YOUR PLACE I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOREVER AND ALWAYS.  GOODNIGHT LIL BIT I MISS YOU SISSY 

Skylar we just dont know what to do without you.Pa got some things to make the pies he couldnt make them cause you loved them. Its hard to not have you here.Iook at your pics and just cry. Things are not the same without you. Its no fun now. Its depressing with you not here.  You were the light in all our lives. Dont know how we are going to make it. What do we do without you????? I dont know the answer. Maybe we never will. All I know is everyday is hard I dont think it will ever get better. I know it wont not for us .Love you my RIE RIE

SKYLAR MARIE ITS SEEMS LIKE LIFE GOES BY SO SLOW SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE.  I JUST WISH I COULD HOLD YOU ONE MORE TIME AND TELL YOU MOMMY LOVES YOU AND GIVE YOU A KISS.  YOU WOULD BE RIGHT HERE IN THE FLOOR WITH YOUR BROTHERS STROWING OUT THE TOYS LIKE THEY DO.  ITS SO HARD TO UNERSTAND YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BE HERE ON EARTH WITH US AGAIN BUT GOD HAS YOU AND YOU ARE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE THAN WE ARE.  PEOPLE R SO CRAZY HERE NOTHING HAS GOTTEN BETTER HERE THE WORLD IS GETTING WORSE BY THE DAY AND ONE DAY YOUR BROTHERS DADDY AND MOMMY AND THE ONES THAT REALLY LOVED YOU WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES I WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN BECAUSE I WILL GET TO BE WITH YOU AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT WENT TO HEAVEN BEFORE US.  I MISS YOU AND ITS GOING TO BE SO HARD AT THE HOLIDAYS I AM NOT GOING TO THE CHRISTMAS THINGS WE USUALLY DO BECAUSE ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE.  I DONT WANT TO BE AROUND MOST OF YOUR FAMILY ANGEL BECAUSE OF THE THINGS PEOPLE DISRESPECTED YOUR WHOLE FUNERAL AND THEY WAY PEOPLE RAN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU AND GOD AND MOMMY AND DADDY KNOWS WE WOULD HAVE NEVER HURT YOU BECAUSE WE LOVED YOU MORE THAN ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND SOME PEOPLE DONT RELIZE THAT BUT WE DID AND YOU WILL NEVER BE GONE BECAUSE WE WILL SEE YOU IN THE HEAVENLY SKIES ONE DAY.  I LOVE YOU ANGEL AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. 

 i will never get over loseing you skylar it is so hard i just want you back so bad i dont know what to do i look at all your pictures and you look so healthy i just cant beleave you had what those doctors say you had you were so full of joy and full of life an hapiness all the time i feel like i could have did something to save you cause im your daddy i always said id always protect you and be there for you but i guess there is nothing nyone could have did God just wanted another angel it is just so hard without you here i cant wait til the day when i  see you agin me and your mommy struggle to get through everyday without you i know you were loved bye alot of people but we raised you an was with you everyday of your short life and nobody knows how hard it is you was our only daughter an i was supose to raise you and watch you grow up but now i cant i had pictures me takeing you to your first day of school and i know i would have cryed when i left you there and you would have probly been saying il be ok daddy i can only imagine what you would be like an pictures and memiroes are all i got left of you it is so hard i love you skylar i know you will blow me a big kiss today

 YOU KNOW SKYLAR IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE FOR THEM PEOPLE TO TELL ME THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU KNOWING THAT YOU TOOK THIS PICTURE 24 HOURS BEFORE YOU WERE GONE AND NOT HAVING ANYTHING WRONG NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS MOMMY WENT TO COLLEGE FOR NURSING AND I KNOW BETTER THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LITTLE ANGEL SO THEY FELT IT WOULD BE BEST TO PUT SOMETHING BUT THAT JUST MAKES IT THAT MUCH WORSE.  I WILL ALWAYS GO TO BED HAVING TROUBLE KNOWING YOU ARE NOT HERE AND HAVING TROUBLE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING CALLING MOMMY AND AT NAP TIME WHEN YOU WOKE UP SAYING BOBBLE GOD WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO HOME SO SOON I MISS HER SO MUCH AND CANT GET OVER THIS AND WONT NEVER.

 i loved that outfit you had on you were so cute 

YOUR DADDY TOLD ME THAT YOU COULD NOT WEAR A 2 PIECE BUT YOU DID ANGEL I MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU STARTED LAYING OUT WITH ME NOW I DONT HAVE YOU TO DO THAT ANYMORE WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DO ALL THE GIRL STUFF TOGETHER AND WE CANT NOW LIFE SEEMS SO SAD BUT I KNOW YOU TELL GOD EVERDAY TO WATCH OVER MOMMY, DADDY AND YOUR BROTHERS I STILL DONT KNOW HOW YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN TAKEN FROM US SO SOON BUT MAYBE ONEDAY I WILL UNDERSTAND I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US BUT YOU ARE NOT AND ITS SO HARD.  I LOVE YOU ANGEL.

we went to the ballgame lastnight and its not the same doing stuff witout you with me im supose to be holding you and carrying you around with me it is so hard going to work and knowing your not going to see you when i get home i just dont understand why this happen nobody understands how much you ment to me you were everything to me and i just want you back we only got 22 months with you i remember how you use to dance an stuff you were so cute when you did things il never get over loseing you as long as i live cause it just gets harder everyday for me

 you would put your little hard hat on trying to be like me i miss you so much 

 i mis those days so much pushing my little girl around 

I JUST DONT GET WHY WHEN YOU HAVE THE BEST LIFE AS IT CAN BE AND ONE DAY YOU ARE HAPPY AND THE NEXT YOUR ONLY DAUGHTER GETS TAKEN BY GOD WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO HOME TO YOU AND NOT BE HERE WITH US.  I KNOW I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK YOU WHY BUT I REALLY WISH I HAD MY LIFE BACK WITH SKYLAR SHE AND HER BROTHERS ALWAYS MADE ME SMILE WHEN I WAS UPSET AND NO MATTER HOW ANGRY I GOT AT DADDY YOU WOULD SAY DADDY AND LOOK OUT THE WINDOW AND I KNEW YOU WANTED MOMMY AND DADDY TOGETHER.  I KNOW ME AND HIM HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS BUT LIFE IS SO HARD WITHOUT YOU AND YOU COULD ALWAYS DO THINGS TO MAKE ME LAUGH.  I WANT YOU IN MY ARMS TO HOLD AND TO LOVE, GIVE KISSES AND HUGS TO.  IT HAS MADE ME REALLY WAKE UP AND KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT PROMISED TOMORROW AND YOU HAVE TO GET THROUGH LIFE WITH GOD.  I STILL WISH YOU WERE HERE ON EARTH BUT GOD ALWAYS KNOWS BEST.  WE ONLY GOT 22 SHORT MONTHS WITH YOU AND I HAVE SO MANY HAPPY MEMORIES OF YOU BUT I WISH THERE WERE THE REST OF MY LIFE OF MEMORIES I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO GOD BEFORE YOU.  YOU NEVER THINK YOUR CHILD WILL GO BEFORE YOU BUT IT HAPPENS AND ITS SO HARD TO GET THROUGH AND I STILL DONT EXCEPT IT AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL BUT I KNOW GOD HAD THIS ALL PLANNED OUT BEFORE YOU WERE IN MOMMYS TUMMY, AND I HAD NO CLUE BUT I THANK GOD I HAD A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER FOR THE TIME I DID BUT IT STILL WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH.  MOMMY STAYS SO MAD AT ALOT OF PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY DONT ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO THROUGH THIS AND STILL DONT TAKE CARE OF THEIR KIDS WHEN I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS MORE THAN MYSELF YOU AND THEM WERE MY LIFE AND WE MISS YOU SO MUCH PLEASE HELP MOMMY, DADDY, AND YOUR BROTHERS THROUGH.  I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO BAD IM JUST LOST. 

This is one of my favorite pics of you RIE. I love your pigtails. This is the pic that is on my ref. and you always played with it.We love you so much.Sending you a great big hug and kiss.

I have been rying to get on my other computer for two weeks. Last night I tried again. I said Skylar help me get  on this thing. And guess what RIE RIE in less than five minutes we was on here. I always said you was going to be able to work on my computer, since that day you were here and it froze and you went over and unpluged it and it started  working. So thank you my angel. Love you always

i love you please help me through this you are everything to me without you here with me i have nobody now you were all i had i went to put something on you grave and i was siting there and the balloons kept hitting me and i starting crying and i looked in the sky and there was a cloud shaped like a heart right above me an another that looked like a angel i know you know i love you an you were my world i don't know how I'm going to make it without you here with me daddy loves you an misses you an i cry everyday i just want you back  

Did you see all the special Birthday things PAPA and I left you? Today is hard on all of us. You are suppose to be here eating cake ang getting pink frosting on you so it could have dyed your face and hands and mama could have holled at nannie cause it was hard to get off. Oh how I wished!! All we can do is send you lots and lots and BIRTHDAY WISHES AND HUGS AND KISSES. I bet you had the best party ever. If I could change places with you I would do so in a minute, so your daddy and mama and brothers and all your family that love you could have you back and then everybody would be happy again. All we do is think about you and cry. Of course MEME can make me laugh when her and papa perry get in to it. We miss you and love you so much. So think of us today when you are having that big party in HEAVEN today, send us a hug in the wind. Love you FOREVER AND EVER My RIE RIE OH HOW I LOVE YOU

thinking about you i miss you so much tomrrow you would have been 2 and i wish you were here for me to see you i dont know about everybody else but the pain gets worse everyday for me not haveing you here with me following me around an saying dada an asking for cookies it was so sweet how you would say things i miss that so much i miss walking in and seeing you sweet smile an you meeting me at the door an fixing you a bottel at night when you would wake up crying i remember the night befor you went to heaven you woke me up yelling dada an i went in there and you put your arms around me when i picked you up and laid your little head on my shoulder an i told you i loved you and that everything was ok and you laid back down an pulled your litle blanket over you an went back to sleep an when i got up to go to work that morning i gave you a kiss and i told you i loved you and id see you that afternoon an that was the lasttime i got to talk to you i cant get that day out of my head i love you so much you are my babygirl an you always will be you were my life i prey everynight that it will get easier i love you skylar blow us a kiss in the wind i you were the most beautiful little girl in the world  

Pa and me and you were suppose to be camping this month. I just dont understand why  you had to leave us. We would be riding the golfcart and swimming and playing on the playground. Mu heart is so broken without you. When we lost your Uncle Chris we had your daddy to help with the pain that is what got me through that. Now my days are empty without you. I cry everyday  over you.  I pray everyday that peace will come to us. Your whole family misses you. Sending you hugs and kisses. You will always be my SWEET RIE RIE.

GRANDMA WAS LETTING ME KNOW THAT SHE HAS YOU AND IS TAKING CARE OF YOU THE DAY THAT I FOUND OUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IT MADE ME SMILE ANGEL BECAUSE IT WAS YOU GUIDING ME THROUGH THAT DAY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH MOMMY, DADDY AND YOUR BROTHERS MISS YOU VERY MUCH.  

Oh you was so missed Sunday, July 17th.  We met to let the balloons go in memory of you for your birthday and it was sad.  But the sadness turned into some laughter when the balloon that was let go for Cody (because he is in Texas) got stuck in a tree and all the other balloons went up and away.  Everyone told Betty Faye that Cody did not want his balloon to go yet and that was the reason it got stuck.  Then when we was playing the song Angles Among Us, the balloon that was Cody's just released itself from the tree limb and went straight up just like going to heaven.  We watched it until it was clean out of sight.  There are a lot of nice things up there for you to look at.  Love, Debra

i miss you so much your would be turning 2 years old you had such a short life i wish you were here and i could hear that laugh you have that made me so happy and i wish you were here to hit me in the head id liet you through candles at me all you wanted to you were just haveing fun thats why i never got mad at you you were one of a kind iv never seen anyone else like you an i was so proud of you i talked about my babygirl all the time an showed everybody your pictures im so proud to be your father and i was going to be the best father in the world i would have given you anything you ever asked me for all you would had to do is look at me like your mommy looks at me an it makes me melt it is so hard not haveing you here i prey everynight that some of the pain will go away i know you are up in heaven in paradise an you will never have to be in anykind of pain i will see you agin someday your brothers miss you so much to its so sad how austin will talk about you an he dont understand it just breaksmy heart il never foreget you it is so hard everyday nomatter what i do or where i go i think about you your daddy loved you more then anybody in the world you were my life i love you watch over us babygirl an help daddy an mommy stay strong i love you so much 

Thank you RIE RIE for showing me how to get my computer working again. It messed up the other day and I did what you did that day and bingo it worked. I wish you were here with me now helping me. We miss you so much. Sending hugs and kisses your way. Love you forever and ever