Happy Birthday in heaven Mom. I miss you every day.

I love you and miss you more as each day passes. I live in your pain. I feel your pain. As I age I understand your struggle. As I age I understand your loneliness. As I age I understand your wanting to pass rather than live. There is so much I want to tell you. There is so much i'm glad you are not here to witness. All of your predictions of family were true. Nothing has changed. As you stated I will never have biological family because there were never any family roots. I have my husband's family and I am grateful. They are so kind to me and they make me feel loved and wanted. I try to find positivity in every aspect of life. That's all for now.

Thinking of you always.

I love you and miss you every day.