The truth is , I keep myself so very busy that I plow through my days but the universe knows , there is a gravitational pull that holds you down and the sadness blankets you but you don’t know why you just slowly go under …

Then one morning Facebook memories populate , and emails come in and then you become keenly aware , it’s that hour of remembering , one less , another empty chair - today is the day my father passed

FuckNot gonna lie I miss you ,  Miss you so very much

Someone asked if I lit a candle for you , I said no , only that I wanted to set the world on fire …

The days are long and I'm so very tired- I miss you

My number one fan
My father
My friend

I miss you

Happy Birthday Dad 

There is no amount of time that can pass that I don’t miss you ….

Not one day

Love you Dad

The universe knows
The universe knows

It’s been a rough couple of weeks , I’m grateful that you are not here to see the world caving in but my heart misses you

I miss my Dad

Forget me not
Love you always

Happy Birthday

I was here yesterday
I was here yesterday
But the words were met with sadness so I threw myself into the business because I found myself angry short tempered and the like


I miss you dad

Happy Belated Birthday

Love me

“But what is grief, if not love persevering?” -- WandaVision.

No matter how far away you might feel, no matter how much time passes by, the love I have for you is never ending.

Thinking of you dad , my heart is heavy I miss you ❤️

Through the sky’s and past heavens gates , “Merry Christmas “

I miss my dad

Oh Walter...
So many of my memories that truly shaped my early adulthood years are surrounded by your influence and your family’s. When I heard the news I was shocked because I had no idea you were ill. It’s funny, the last time I saw you 20 years ago it was probably uneventful and at that time we didn’t realize this would be our final farewell. I hope wherever you are, you will continue to be a strong influence in our memories and will continue to protect and look over us all. I hope you can see from the other side you were cared for, loved and will be missed. Sending your family and all those you cared for love and comfort. I hope you are laughing, celebrating and being embraced by those whom you loved who passed before you and that you have reached Nirvana.
RIP, Mr. Swanson!

I knew Walter when he owned the Deli at Pelham Bay,he loved horse racing and had a trotter named Charming Bird,we went up to Monticello and Charming Bird won,he was so happy his horse won the race,so was i,i think he paid 20 dollars,over the years we were not in touch,sorry to say,but he was a good honest man and will be greatly missed. God bless you Walter and my condolences for Chrissy,Laura and Family.

I am so very sorry for you and your family’s loss. Thoughts prayers love and hugs to you all. Thank you for sharing the memorial, the pictures, memories, and a little view into your life and the amazing person your father was. It’s evident in your character and values that he raised an incredibly strong and equally amazing daughter. I’m glad that you where able to be there for your dad in his final moments. Love and peace to you all ❤️

So sorry for your loss... peace and prayers sent your way