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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, William H. (Billy) Lockwood, 44 years old, born on July 24, 1965, and passed away on February 16, 2010. We will remember him forever.
February 16, 2015
February 16, 2015
Can't fathom five years today you passed Billy!!!! It shattered my heart!! I still struggle with not getting to you before... But I'm more at peace now with the knowledge YOU are at peace! I'm not good these days and my heart is broken after losing Paul. But I'm only trying to carry on the best I can.
February 16, 2015
February 16, 2015
I know you, mom, dad, even Dave, are keeping a loving hand on me now in your spirit and have seen my tears, and wanted to comfort me best you can. I know you would in a heartbeat!!
I love and miss you bro!!! Just continue to be good up there and " keep your powder dry " as you'd always say!!
February 16, 2015
February 16, 2015
WOW, 5 years, it does not seem that long, but I can still see your smile and hear you laugh and I know you are there watching over me. Even though Inam happy and content, I will ALWAYS miss and love you, as I know you miss and love me! Today is ESPECIAAL hard for Scooter, remembering and coping with you, and tomorrow will be 2 months since Paul passed away. My heart breaks for her, but she will be strong for the girls, just as they are being so brave and strong for her! I love and think the world of Scooter! In time, she will find closure with Paul's passing and find peace. We call each other Sister in Law and Brother in Law, LOL, should make you proud! AND, I am going to meet Scooter and the girls at Disneyland in July! I am going to Hawaii Friday for 10 days, the top thing on my bucket list, followed by a trip to Buffalo, followed by a trip to Alabama to see your Dad and Merrie! Don't raise your eyebrow at "bucket List", LOL, I am not planning on joining you yet, LOL! I have just come to the realization, that we never know what tomorrow Will bring or have in store for us, so just want to enjoy life to the max, and do things on my bucket list while I can still enjoy them, at my "YOUNG" old ripe age, LOL! I lit your candle today, as did Scooter, double candles for you and Paul! Continue watching over her Billy, she needs you! Well, I am going for now, just remember that I love and miss you very much!
January 31, 2015
January 31, 2015
Hey Billy! Been a few weeks since I've been here just saw Jeff's post and it made me cry!!! I think of all I've lost in this life and can't accept it!! There is a circle of life... But it's HAPPENED ALL TOO SOON!! But I know I must carry on for my sake and the girls . Paul will rest at peace knowing were ok. He didn't want to leave us!! But I MUST do it for HIM! The girls are a part of him and he's counting on me!!!!
Can't believe in 16 days you will be gone 5 yrs!!! Hard to fathom! I've missed you bro!! Did you peek at the video I posted on Facebook?? Will smith on an episode of ' fresh prince' dancing behind his lil' cousin with her head set on!! I thought , " there's Billy and I!" Lmao like the time you snuck up behind me dancing in my room to one of my Osmonds records !!!!
January 19, 2015
January 19, 2015
Hi Billy! I just saw that Scooter visited your Memorial page! I am lighting this candle for her and the girls!  She is having such a hard time with this. My heart just breaks for her! I have been as supportive as I can, but just wish I could do more for her AND the girls, but she needs family, and most of you, those VERY closest to her are all up there! I am so glad she has the girls at her side. I know you, your Mom, MeeMaw, Paul, even my Mom, and yes Billy, Gene too, will bond together and help her through this difficult time! Help her find strength and the answers she so desperately needs answered. Help her keep her faith too. I miss and love you, and know you understand that this visit is all about Scooter and the girls!
January 16, 2015
January 16, 2015
Hey bro! Just left my hubby's site and now I'm coming over to yours!! It's soo hard on me now Billy!! My life is turned upside down now without Paul. I'm scared of many things now... But mostly scared of learning to live without him !! That's the one thing that scares the hell outta me!!! I've lost much already in my life... Two babies, mom, dad, you... Now Paul also!!! Sometimes I wonder if I was this HORRIBLE person in a past life to have THIS much pain in THIS life!!!! I know pain and sorrow are a part of any life... And I'm not the only one who has been through hurt.... But THIS MUCH at MY AGE???? It's not rite or fair!!!! I don't understand this at all!! And I not only ache for me but the girls now!! When my child asks " why?" And I can't answer it hurt me!! This isn't fair to them at all ether!!
January 1, 2015
January 1, 2015
Happy new year Billy! I left a message on Paul's last nite and wanted to visit yours too! Can't believe next month you will be gone 5 yrs!! Jeff has given much love and support now. Even across miles. Many have... But I'm just going to hurt for a long, long time from this. Paul was my life! We were his life!! Anyway... Thinking of funny things now... I remember as we were growing up , you LOVED the holidays and would randomly call numbers at midnite saying " happy new year!" And called a radio station one time by accident! Sent you something just for calling!!
December 28, 2014
December 28, 2014
I really need you bro!!:( I'm soo lost now! I don't know how I'll get through this and I'm scared shitless to face life without Paul. I feel alone more than ever before!!! I know you , mom, dad, would move mountains to be with me now! But you are in heaven and I'm here!! I know I have to be strong... And you'd want me to be , like Paul wants/needs me to be now. Everyone says " I'm sorry".. " if there's anything you need.." But it doesn't help. The pain is there !! I just want to crawl in a hole and stay there till I'm better, but I can't. I have no choice but to get up each day, alone, and face my reality. I know Paul didn't want this ether..we were his LIFE!! He had a LIFE!!! I'm just lost...
December 26, 2014
December 26, 2014
Ho Ho Ho, Merry Christmas Billy Bear! I know, I know, I am a day late, but you were DEFINITELY in my heart and thoughts yesterday! I had 2 LONG TIRING days of cooking and all and ran out of steam and didn't visit your Memorial page. Christmas Eve, I lit the Memorial Candle for you, our Mom's and added Paul's picture to the Memorial Table! Yes, I am sure you looked down at the house and saw it is all decked out as usual, LOL! It was just Gayle and I and I think she enjoyed this year more than the others. Of course, I love it, but something very special has been missing the past 5 Christmases - and that is you! I know you watch over me, save me from myself at times and guide me through difficult times! I miss and love you so much, but know you are finally at peace up there, free of your demons and illness, so that makes me happy! I also know you watched out over Scooter and the Girls over the Holidays, as they really need it. Well Baby, I am going to go for now, so until I visit again, so much love! The Music in your Memorial page always brings tears to my eyes! Scooter did such an amazing job on it! I know she made you proud. Now I am off to visit Paul's Memorial page.
December 25, 2014
December 25, 2014
Merry Christmas bro. Well, this definitely will go down as worst. I'm in a lot of pain. I'm sure if you were here, alive , you'd be moving mountains to try to help. I just hope your celebrating up there with mom, mema, popo, and all our loved ones. I'm making rounds today for the girls sake... Or I'd just stay in my bed all day!!
December 22, 2014
December 22, 2014
Billy - As you are aware, Paul passed away and has joined you up there. I am heartbroken for Scooter and the girls. I just want to watch over them through this difficult time, and hope you can bring them and try to give them a little joy over the Holidays! I love and miss you and will talk to you on Christmas!
December 19, 2014
December 19, 2014
Need your love and strength from Above now too bro! Bet your shocked who joined you all up there a few days ago... Please Billy , take care of Paul up there with you!!!
November 27, 2014
November 27, 2014
Happy thanksgiving Billy!!! Thinking of you today and our holidays past. Don't really know why, but I've had a rough(er) time then usual this year , the start if this holiday season. You, mom, and dad have been on my mind last few days. Mema too, and I talked to aunt Dorise and told her how I remember her and Mema's AWSOME dinners on thanksgiving. Maybe it was all just an affect from the storm we had here last week and being trapped here for 6 days... I don't know. Jeff is in Cali with the fam and having fun as usual! :) I'm sure you are on his mind today also. Well, happy gobble gobble day. Wish you were here to cook a big dinner for!!!
Love and miss ya Bro!!!!
July 24, 2014
July 24, 2014
Happy birthday bro!!!!!:) 49 today !!! ( sigh) , if only you lived yourself as much as you were loved, and loved others... But I suppose your addictions were more powerful than you! Anywho... Can you believe mom would be the big 7-0 today?? Lol always thought it was cool you shared a birthday! I'm just sitting here at work thinking of you two and will , of course , lite a candle for you both tonight for your day! I'm sure Jeff will, too! Even on vaca in our stomping grounds of southern Cali, he never forgets!!!!:) love and miss you bunches, bro!!!! OX
July 24, 2014
July 24, 2014
Happy Birthday Billy! OMG, 49 years! I remember your 19th Birthday, 30 years ago! It sure does not seem that long ago. I just woke up. Lighting candles for you and your Mom, and my Mom late today, so they burn through both days. Your Memorial page always has tears rolling down my face, LOL. I am in California, usually always here on your Birthday anymore, and only makes me think of you even more and starting our life together here.. I love and miss you so much, and know we will be together again. It may be a while though, LOL, as I plan to be around longer than anyone! I know you are watching over me and making sure I am happy as can be without you. Happy Birthday Billy!
July 24, 2014
July 24, 2014
happy birthday uncle billy!!!grandma too!! even if i never got to meet or see u,u were family and mom misses u alot!love u!
July 24, 2014
July 24, 2014
Hi again!!!:) just sitting here thinking of you and mom! Bet you up there celebrating!! As you should! When does heartache stop billy?? I guess for me , it will be the one day we ALL ARE up there together again . Until then, guess I'm sitting here, tears in my eyes. Alone. As usual. You seemed to be the few in this world who really GOT ME! we GOT each other, rite?? But , I just wish I'd have been able to save you. I didn't. You loved, but couldn't seem to care enough for yourself to clean up!! So, I just wish I could call on my telephone . Both you and mom and say " happy birthday " but I can't . So, happy birthday for another year and memories. No phone call, but I love and miss you both omensely!! OX
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014
"Happy Anniversary Billy!!!! Today would have been our 30th Anniversary! My God, 30 years! Of course it is Mt St Helens Day too, LOL. You have been in my thoughts ALL DAY today! Scooter and I have been texting about you this afternoon. Always great reminiscing about you with her. Just want you to know that I remembered our Anniversary and that I miss and love you so much! Lighting a candle ... read more...
February 17, 2014
February 17, 2014
Well here we are again, 4 years, OMG, how time flies. As you know, I'm here in California, where it all began when we met April 6, 1984. I am so thankful to Scooter for setting up this memorial for you. I cannot enter it, without tears in my eyes, remembering all our times together, good and bad and I cherish them all. Nobody in the world knew us better than we knew each other. You left this Earth way too early, I was the one who should have gone 1st, but I was always worried what would happen to you if I did. I miss you so much Baby. Yes life goes on, and it has, but you will live in my heart forever. you are my soul mate and there will never be another. Your candle is flickering away, next to your Memorial Card with your picture. Tuesday, I plan to visit everyplace we lived here, and take pictures, as well as all our places in Oregon and post them and other pictures on this Memorial Page. I hope you and our Mom's are having a ball up there. I know you are watching over me like a Guardian Angel. Guess it is time for me to go once again. Our 30th Annikversary is coming up on May 18th, and will be visiting you again. I love you Billy!
February 17, 2014
February 17, 2014
Hey bro! 4 yrs ago yesterday my heart was broken when you passed. Ill always remember we could laugh over the stupidest stuff! :) you always listened like a big bro should and you were always my sort of protector of sorts. When mom and dad fought, you'd go in my room, sit arms folded at the foot of my bed facing the door waiting for them to see you there looking at them like " are you two going to stop this rediculousness now?? See how upset she is??" You always knew how to make me ( people) laugh and all it would take is looking over at that cruked grin over your glasses, or a random phrase that you'd throw up in silence. On your memorial video, among the first pics of you was you making a face."that's Billy" I said!:) I love and miss you bro!!! In arnold's infamous words " ill be back!" Lol
February 17, 2014
February 17, 2014
Hey bro! 4 yrs ago yesterday my heart was broken when you passed. Ill always remember we could laugh over the stupidest stuff! :) you always listened like a big bro should and you were always my sort of protector of sorts. When mom and dad fought, you'd go in my room, sit arms folded at the foot of my bed facing the door waiting for them to see you there looking at them like " are you two going to stop this rediculousness now?? See how upset she is??" You always knew how to make me ( people) laugh and all it would take is looking over at that cruked grin over your glasses, or a random phrase that you'd throw up in silence. On your memorial video, among the first pics of you was you making a face."that's Billy" I said!:) I love and miss you bro!!! In arnold's infamous words " ill be back!" Lol
December 29, 2013
December 29, 2013
And a Ho-Ho-Ho to you too Billy! Merry Christmas Baby! You have been in my thoughts so much lately! Remembering ALL OUR Christmases, especially our very first one. I have that picture of us on my night stand. Remembering you on the roof top, Clickety Click Click, stringing the lights. Me shouting "No!, it's red, green, blue, gold Billy!" LOL. I feel the presence of your spirit, as I have for the past three Christmases! Your urn is in the Christmas Curio beneath the Angels! Your and our Moms' Christmas candle is still flickering! Miss and love you so much!
December 25, 2013
December 25, 2013
Merry christmas bro!!!:) damn I was admiring the pics jeff put up of the house! Lol...man oh man, he re still goes crazy with those decs!!:) Anyway, I just got choked up thinking of the fun we had on christmas growing up. That christmas eve you told me and our step-brothers to get to bed, you put on your bandana and recited " jump in bed, and, like, cover your head, cuz like, santa clause comes, like, tonight, homys!!!" Lol that's the year we gave each other michael jackson ' thriller' records!! Mom was peeved when we blasted ' beat it'"! Anyway...love and miss you and as always, give mom a kiss for me today. The girls, paul and I had fun this morning! Have to work today also, but at least I got the early morning with the fam ahead of time. Love you!!OX
July 25, 2013
July 25, 2013
Hey Billy! Happy Birthday ( one day later) lol. I k.ow, I'm always the one in our family forever late on things!!lol Anyway, just as usual letting you knoe you and mom are loved and missef A LOT on your days. Think ill give Connie the site link to your memorial here too, so you may hear from her. She's goin thecno!!lol all I do is feel lonily and cry for you mom, dad, ( I know..no fights
July 25, 2013
July 25, 2013
With dad,please!? Sorry for the interuption. At work and got called away. So, as sayin, I just get ill w/ grief all over again on moments on your days, and STILL have yet to come to terms w/ not making it out to you before you passed. Maybe I wont until the day comes I too leave this world and all of us are once again together. Until then, just keep on- keepin-on, and live as I must
July 25, 2013
July 25, 2013
I know I have the girls to raise as yet, and Paul needs me (his wife), as well. Anywho...I love and miss you more than my words ever tell. So Happy Birthday again bro"!! And be good!! OX
July 24, 2013
July 24, 2013
Happy Birthday Billy! Damn, I cry everytime I open this memorial, guess it shows how much I miss & love you! Yes, I carry on your candle tradition, lighting candles for our Mom's, & now for you. Here's my cheers and love to you and the Ladies up there! I chatted and reminisced with Scooter today, as I always do on your days, she's quite the Lady! You're in my heart and soul & MUCH LOVE
July 24, 2013
July 24, 2013
By the way, as you know, I made it through my surgery like a champ, & feel fantastic! My health and blood pressure are GREAT! I knew you'd watch out over me. I just saw Scooter left you a tribute on my surgery date. Wow, that was so kewl! I've grown quite find of her and love her like my own Sisters. I hope to visit, her & the family someday and meet those beautiful nieces for you.
June 13, 2013
June 13, 2013
Billy..talked to jeff yesterday. Just look over him today during the surgary. I'm sure he wilk come through fine! He's tough. Wilk be a road of recovery ahaed, but he will come out the other sjde og it all.lol..told jeff, not sure wich if you will be more nervouse ..you or him! I'm putting my bet on you!!lol love you and ttyl!!!!OX
June 12, 2013
June 12, 2013
Billy! Just want to say hi before my heart surgery. Not really scared, but getting very nervous, LOL. I know you'll be there in spirit as my Guardian Angel, watching over me, that'll help me through this! NO, I'm NOT ready to go, LOL! So no funny business! I love and miss you so much Billy! I'm sure our Mom's will be there, to, watching over me! Now that'll be an interesting trio, LOL!
May 19, 2013
May 19, 2013
Hey bro.....saw the tribute by jeff..29 yrs today huh? Cool!! I think of ysyaa lot, too. Still wish you were here with us, but I know you are hsppier up there w/ mom. I miss you and mom, and dad toi soooo much. So, ill sign off with huggs/kiss for now...I love you and will be here again soon!!!OX
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013
Billy! Special thoughts of you today! Yes, our 29th anniversary. Yes, of course I still count the years, even though you have been over 3 years, you still live in my heart and you will always be in my life. I love and miss you so much! We will be together again!
February 16, 2013
February 16, 2013
Billy - I can't believe it's been 3 years, time flies so quickly. You're in my heart & I miss you so much. I was in denial, the last couple years as to how sick you really were, just figuring you'd bounce back as always. I am at peace that you are finally at peace with our Moms and family. I'm doing fine, as you know, as I know you're watching over me. I lit your candle today. I love you!
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
My Bedroom's decorated with half a wall, a table, coffee table and window sill with pics of my family, pics of you and your family, and pics of you and my Mom on my nightstand, and see your smiling face every day. I'm on vacation in Cali, and will be in our hometown, Long Beach Thursday and will visit everywhere we lived and Cherry Park, remembering our time there.
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
Happy Birthday to you Billy Bear & to your Mom! I lit candles for you both at midnight, as I will for my Mom tonight. You'd have been 47 and she, 68! You were both taken from us so early in our lives. So hard to believe you've been gone 2 1/2 years. Sadly, time flies.There's not a day that passes that I don't think of you. You'll always fill my heart & soul. I love and miss you AOAOAOA!"
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO!!! hope you are celebrating again withmom, and you two are having fun! hard to believe you left this world soo young. you would be 47 today, and mom 68! we love and miss you soo much!!!! huggs big bro!OX
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
hi this is your niece hannah saying even i never got 2 see you i hope u r ok in heven.happy birthday uncle billy by me
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
this is your older niece drea,i never got to see u in person,but ive heard alot about you.i hope your havin a happy birthday and hug grandma 4 me and hannah too! love ya,drea
February 16, 2012
February 16, 2012
Baby, so hard to believe you've been gone 2 years. A day doesn't pass that I don't think of you. I miss and love you so much. Among my family pictures in my room, yours are in a Special Area, laid out, with your Earnhardt hats, and the candle I lit for you at midnight. I'm happy that you're in a place with our Mom's of comfort, serenity, peace and freedom of the disease that took from us.
February 16, 2012
February 16, 2012
Cant believe you left us 2 years ago now, bro. I miss you, and talking to you on the phone. how we could laugh over the stupidist of things!! i really miss that! i too, lit candles downstairs for you. Jeff sent the pic to me over my phone, and it made me cry . My co-worker walked in and saw me, didnt know how to respond. i have a verse from a familur song I want to leave you with.........
February 16, 2012
February 16, 2012
IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL..FLY AWAY FROM HEAR...FROM THIS DARK COLD HOTEL ROOM, AND THE EMPTYNESS THAT YOU FEAR...YOU ARE PULLED FROM THE RECKAGE, OF YOUR SILENT REVIREY....YOUR IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL, MY YOU FIND SOME COMFORT HERE. love and miss you billy
December 25, 2011
December 25, 2011
MERRY CHRISTMAS, bro!! Miss you on holidays like today..found a few cards you sent, and made me think of christmas past, when we told each other what was wrapped under the tree!!!lol Too funny!!! Love and miss you, billy, and give mom a kiss for me today, K? OX
September 28, 2011
September 28, 2011
Got to thinking about you again today, Bro. Dont know---maybe I'll never come to terms with your passing. I just keep going over and over in my head, like a damn tape recorder, about things said, and the last goodbye on the phone. I'm still just sorry I didnt get to you on time..
July 25, 2011
July 25, 2011
today i felt sad that my uncle died and all my grand parents. thats y im trying 2 get my dad 2 stop smoking. i dont want him gone 2! imiss u uncle b. o and if my om sees this. hi mom!
July 25, 2011
July 25, 2011
Didnt know Drea' went on today, but i think that her seeing my grief process for you , Billy, did something to her last year. Seeing mom sad, or crying at times, like last night, shakes her up. She loves you, too!
July 24, 2011
July 24, 2011
Happy Birthday, bro! you are missed more than you can emagine. I hope you and mom are having fun celebrating up there. If I could bake you and mom a cake, and send it, I would!!lol I love you always OXOX, Scooter, your ever loving sister
July 24, 2011
July 24, 2011
Happy Birthday Billy!!!! I've lit a Birthday candle for you and your Mom. Billy, I miss and love you so very much. Hoping you, your Mom and my Mom are celebrating up there, as you know tomorrow in her Birthday. R.I.P Baby...
July 24, 2011
July 24, 2011
i miss uncle billy a-lot, but i never got 2 see him though. he will b dearly missed. oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
July 24, 2011
July 24, 2011
THIS IS HANNAH EVEN I DID NOT GET TO SEE HIM HE SHURE WILL BE MISSED.BUT I DID TALK TO HIM ON THE PHONE.HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE BILLY!
July 16, 2011
July 16, 2011
Here I sit, tears rolling down my face from this memorial. Billy, I can't believe you've been gone 1 year and 4 months today. Thank you for the nearly 24 years we spent together. Not a day goes by that I don't think of, miss and love you. You will live in my heart forever.
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May 18, 2022
May 18, 2022
Hi Billy!

Out of the Blue, I just thought, OMG today is MAY 18th. It is Mount St Helen’s Eruption day, LOL NO IT IS OUR 38th ANNIVERSARY. I cannot believe you have been gone over 12 years. I miss you terribly. Wish you were here with me in Torrance. I passed by Cherry Park Tuesday on the way back from my Psychologist appointment and thought about you.

I miss Eugene, but it is what it is and let’s just say I am content.

Anyway HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY. You are in my heart forever.
February 16, 2022
February 16, 2022
Well Billy, here we are 12 years ago on February 16th precisely at 3:30 pm when you entered those Golden Gates and became my Angel, watching over me for the past 12 years. WOW what a fucking Roller Coaster ride it has been. I hit rock bottom and almost joined you, but found the strength and support to become a better a much better person, like when we met on May 18th of 1983, not in Long Beach, but just 9 miles from where we met. I think you guided me to be the person I am today. Scooter said you would be proud of me, and I honestly think you are.

I think and dream of you often. I would like California a lot more if you were here and we were the way we were then. 

Over the years, we loved each other and YES there were arguments, we laughed together and we cried together, we had great fun together and we had turmoil together and our largest obstacle was both of our alcoholism addictions. Yes, definitely myself, even though I told you were the alcoholic, and I was not, yes DENIAL.

loved you and still do. I miss you so much, especially at holidays and today.

Keep watching over me, and LOL, when I am 108, I will be joining you!❤️❣️❤️‍❤️‍
July 25, 2021
July 25, 2021
Wishing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WOW, you would be 56 years old. So Hard to believed.  I know, it’s has been a long time since I posted to your Memorial Page. I tried a few times, and only part of my message went through.

I lit candles last night for you and your Mom for your Birthdays….

Life is going just fine for me, but as you are watching over me, you know that, LOL.

May 18th would have been our 37th Anniversary…..

Give my love and wishes to both our Moms, Paul and my Brother John.

Just want you to know that I Love and MISS you and you will always have that very special place in my Heart
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February 16, 2020
WOW, I cannot BELIEVE it has been 10 years. Scooter & I were just talking about it this morning....  I still think of you almost every day.

So much has happened this year, I do not know where to begin.  First and foremost. I have been sober 4 years eleven months and 25 days.  It was a Piece of Cake for me.  I do not even have the desire to drink.  I wish I would have got sober with you, one of the many times you attempted it, as maybe you would be here today,

Yes I am back in California, restructuring my life for the past 5 years.  I have lost 109 pounds 5 years ago, and have kept it off. 
I had open heart surgery 6 years ago.  However, my health is EXCELLENT.  I was 7 to 10 miles a day,  LOL, I plan to live until I am 108,.  I have a nice older Mobile home that my cousin Kathy gave to me, and am renovating it.  She also owns the trailer park that I live in and only charges me $325 a month rent..  I am working on getting my Driver’s licenses back, after 3 DUII”s by the same police officers in 4 months, in 2002.  My License was revoked for life, but after 10 years, I can appeal to get it back, and and get it back, which I am in the process of doing..  LOL, I want to get an older Mercedes Benz.  I have got Psychiatrist and group therapy,  which has done wonders giving me this time of my life.  

I know you are watching over me, Scooter and the girls, and steering us in the right direction.

I will be lighting a candle in your honor tonight.  Take care and I will see you when I see you❤️❤️

knotts berry farm

July 25, 2011

When we were kids, we went to knott's berry farm with mom and dad. I had to be about 7-8 yrs old, Billy about 15 or 16. We wanted to go on this ride, REALLY, RELLY bad, and it was a new ride that had been advertised on T.V. billy and I couldnt wait to go!! Well, when we did, I wasnt feeling all-too hot, (Stomach upset), and billy said "Come on, Scoot, we wanted to go on this ride forever!" We did, and Billy kept spinning the wheel around and around ( the ride was sort of wild) , and I told him to stop it, but he didn't AND.......BLAAAAAAAAAGH, ALL OVER the front of him!!!!!!!!!!!!  When the ride stopped, Billy was wearing my lunch, I was crying, and my dad just toke one look and started rolling with laughter, saying " Told you it was a bad idea for her to go on this ride!" Well, I'm pretty sure that was the lasttime Billy toke me on one of those rides again, at least until I was feeling, MUCH,MUCH better!! lol

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