WOW, 5 years, it does not seem that long, but I can still see your smile and hear you laugh and I know you are there watching over me. Even though Inam happy and content, I will ALWAYS miss and love you, as I know you miss and love me! Today is ESPECIAAL hard for Scooter, remembering and coping with you, and tomorrow will be 2 months since Paul passed away. My heart breaks for her, but she will be strong for the girls, just as they are being so brave and strong for her! I love and think the world of Scooter! In time, she will find closure with Paul's passing and find peace. We call each other Sister in Law and Brother in Law, LOL, should make you proud! AND, I am going to meet Scooter and the girls at Disneyland in July! I am going to Hawaii Friday for 10 days, the top thing on my bucket list, followed by a trip to Buffalo, followed by a trip to Alabama to see your Dad and Merrie! Don't raise your eyebrow at "bucket List", LOL, I am not planning on joining you yet, LOL! I have just come to the realization, that we never know what tomorrow Will bring or have in store for us, so just want to enjoy life to the max, and do things on my bucket list while I can still enjoy them, at my "YOUNG" old ripe age, LOL! I lit your candle today, as did Scooter, double candles for you and Paul! Continue watching over her Billy, she needs you! Well, I am going for now, just remember that I love and miss you very much!