Hi sweetheart, I was just going through facebook memories and so many things remind me of our time together. This time here without you sucks so much. I never in a million years would have imagined my heart could go through this much pain. Everyday without you hurts. It doesn't get easier, it just somehow is different. A lot of people tell me I have to let you go, that I need to move on with my life. I am going on the best I can, but nothing stops me from wishing you were here with me. We have so much going on. Sammy is having another baby, Bentley is growing up so fast, and so smart, Steffanie is definitely making you proud by getting her schooling finished. Budda is still working. I'm still waking up every morning which is a accomplishment all in it's own. I just want you here. I miss you so much and will love you forever!!!!