One year ago today my life changed forever. Getting that phone call, arriving at the hospital, walking into that room and seeing your body lifeless on that hospital bed, hearing he's gone, time of death 1716 hours (even though i knew you were gone long before 1716), to deciding what your final fit would be (as you would say), viewing your body at the mortuary, and watching that lid to the casket close the very next day. And if that wasn't enough, having to watch that casket being lower 6 feet down. All this is embedded in my mind forever. I miss your crazy ass personality. I miss hearing "I love you Mom". I miss you asking "Hey Mom can I have a little kick back in the garage" (even though both you and I knew it wasn't gonna be little). I miss your beautiful smile. I miss hearing you slam your PlayStation controller and scream at the tv (even though it couldn't hear you) when you were playing COD with the guys. I miss hearing the garage door slam at 3:30 am when you left for work and hearing it slam when you got back home. I miss everything about you. I hope you are happy and playing endless Baseball in Heaven. Please watch over us and save a spot for us until we meet again. I love and miss you until my very last breath.
03/21/2002~01/26/2021
Forever 18
