I can't believe I keep forgetting to tell u we will be great grand parents again this time it is big time Matt and Nicole will be having TWINS .God works in strange ways He called you home on 10/13-12 and the babies will be born on that date I was dumbfounded when they told me also much to our wishes they will have a GIRL and a BOY. They are naming them ADELINE GRACE and ALEXANDER MATTHEW I know you will be here to see them but for now please ask Sweet Jesus to watch over all of them I know you would be so happy to hear this good news. Watch over us sweetheart please God bless xoxoxo

Hello sweetheart did you think I've forgotten you that will never happen.i have had a lot of problems when I go to bed I die I am so very tired.I feel you near me so many times so many strange things happen it must be you.I talk to you and I swear I hear your answer Monet keeps barking and forever smelling the floor at night she gets me up and walks around the whole house and I follow her.like a nut..she must feel your presence too I love you sweetheart now and forever till the end of time..god bless you with all the angels in your heavenly home I'll be there wait for me. Happy Palm Sunday miss you so very much.love

If I had one wish ,that I would be granted. It would be....that we could relive all the days we've been together ,BEGINNING WITH THAT VERY FIRST DATE.AND THE MEMORY OF THE FIRST KISS YOU GAVE ME AS WE STOOD ON THE FRONT STEP OF MY HOUSE.AFTER YOU KISSED ME I FELT LIKE A DIFFERENT GIRL IT WAS THE SWEETEST SOFTESS LOVING KISS I EVER HAD I KNEW THEN I WOULD WANT YOU IN MY LIFE FOREVER,THAT WOULD BE MY WISH.TOO START ALL OVER FROM DAY ONE. I LOVED YOU THEN AND KNEW IT WOULD BE FOREVER"

Good night love give kisses to all our loved ones,look for Pat he left us last Friday Robin and I went to his mass yesterday.it was beautiful.you were always on my mind "I cannot erase one thought,and I don't want to.now I'll go to sleep say my beads pray for you and go off to. Sleep dreaming of you,good night Fred God bless please let me see your face in my dreams,,,I know my eyes are bad but I know for certain I would see that handsome face,please hon,I love you.

Hi hon, we'll this is the second thanksgiving without you.the pain has not lessened the emptiness won't go away.i am here in Texas with robin we came for ricks 60th birthday, I know you would love to share it with us.however you are right here in our thoughts and engraved in my heart I even have your airplane pants and shirt with me where ever thoul goest u go also I love you and miss you still.high as the ocean. Deep as the sky thats eternal love

Hi daddy well thanksgiving is almost here and we will miss u sitting at the head of the table i will take the turkey leg in honor of u. Mom is in texas but her heart is with you. hope your looking down on us this thursday we will be thinking of you love and kisses i love u daddy

Hi sweetheart,I went to Robins over nite with Karen. Tyler came home from the hospital my heart breaks knowing the whole life change all of them must make.my tears aware nearly dried up between the to of you Robin really needs u like she always did when she was upset or sick be there for her please pray to St Anthony with me. I love u so much

Hi hon it's been rough these past weeks as much as I wanted to visit you I couldn'ti. Had that old pain problem again all I could do was rest wish u were here we'd rest together.we had bad news yesterdaay your Big Guy Tyler has type one diabetes wwe are lost for words I know how terrible you would feel Fred please askGod His Angeles And saints to pray with us for Tyler to get well p

I am suppose to go to Texas on nov.11 I have to get better first I keep telling you to help me of course I pray constantly for you ouR family and especially for Tyler keep me with you in your heart and be a helper to our lord and watch over all of us we miss and love you so much it hurts you are never further from my heart when I close my eyes I see that handsome face I love you my love

It was a difficult day yesterday, one year I still can't get use to the change in my life We had a mass said for u yesterday at 11:00am the girls went with me then we went to visit you, the grass is finally looking good it is greener then all the other sites when I saw it looking so good we were all so happy I spent the rest of the day thinking and talking to you until I fell asleep Lov u

when Rick called yesterday he said can u beleive it's a year already mom. I Sid no I still can't beleive any thing about it,I am just sitting here remenissising it is just too sad I spent a week at Karen's after I got out of the hospital I'm feeling much better it's hard to handle when I m in the hospital because you were lays there the whole day now you are in heaven watching over me lov

Miss you, love you,you are never far away, you are engraved within my heart and soul ,just a heart beat away,heaven is a more heavenly place, since God called you home..love you always,high as the ocean,and as deep as the sky.."..always Adsxoooxxx

Happy Birthday Daddy I miss u so very much and I send you hugs n kisses. I hope u r with all the people we know up there and r having a big party today! I miss buying you special treats you loved to eat chocolate ice cream,cream donuts,tasty cakes,pretzels,candy,I can see your smiling face! those were the day! I love u daddy miss u every day!

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MY LOVE,DID YOU HEAR ME ALL DAY LONG
WISHING YOU THE HAPPIEST PARTY YOU EVER HAD IWAS THERE ALTHOUGH YOU DID NOT SEE ME ROBIN DEN MONET AND I STOPPED BY TO VISIT WE SANG TO YOU TALKED PRAYED AND CRIED LYN AND I WILL BE THERE TOMORROW I WILL BRING YOU BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS FILLED WITH LOVE WE BOUGHT YOU YOUR FAVORITE FOWERS TODAY HOPE IT MADE YOU SMILE I LOVE YOU FRED ALWAYS

We're all wishing u a happy birthday that is all we talked about all week it was a very difficult day without you here all though I know u were in spirit u are always here I feel u all around me only wish I could see u just once more I'd never let u go away never.hope u enjoyed the celebration in heaven with all our loved ones around u.i send you love and prayers every day n nite I lov u

I LOV YOU FREDERCK ALWAYS DID ALWAYS WILL I SEE YOU WHEN WE FIRST MET OUR FIRST DATE FIRST KISS THAT'S WHEN I KNEW IT WOULD ALWAYS BE U I AM SURE U KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE ONE FINE DAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN A FAR BETTER PLACE AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITH OUR LOVED ONES AND MY BEAUTIFUL ANGELS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE U HIGH AS THE OCEAN DEEP AS THE SKY

I HAD THOSE WORDS WE ALWAYS SAID TO EACH OTHER ENGRAVED ON OUR STONE I LOVE YOU AS HIGH AS THE OCEAN AND AS DEEP AS THE SKY. ONLY U AND I WOULD EVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH THOSE WORDS MEANT LOVE GREAER THEN THE WORD LOVE ITSELF. THOSE WORDS ARE ETERNAL JUST FOR YOU AND I PLEASE HAVE THE ANGELS HELP YOU WATCH OVER ALL OF US DOWN HERE WE LOVE AND MISS U SO VERY VERY MUCH.GOOD NITE LOVE GOD BLESS

Well as you know. The stone was. Set. We were all there even Rick. And kathy hope u like the roses they are. Full of lo ve. I could almost. See the. Grin. On. Your. Face I. Pray you Are finally at. Rest. I. Feel better that. Now. You. Will be recognized by. Every one. Who pAsses by your site. I. Love. You. Hon. Rest well in Gods. Arms. I keep. Seeing the. Butterfly. I k now. Ur. Here

HI DAD, WELL YOUR HEADSTONE WAS PLACED I HOPE U LIKE IT. WE WERE ALL THERE. AND NOW YOUR RESTING PLACE IS COMPLETE. WE ALL MISS YOU. OH AND THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME DURING MY SURGERY,KNEW U WOULDNT MISS BEING THERE. I LOVE U DADDY SLEEP WELL.

Hi hon it has been a cool month of August so far im sure you are enjoying sunshine and flowers and gorgeous surroundings are all the angels as beautiful as the ones I have collected all these years they must be so very gracious and beautiful are you a helper for them I pray you are do u miss me as much as I miss u Rick and kathy come in tomorrow for a week and it will go so fast alwaysdoes

Well lyn had her surgery,thank God all is well she goes to the Dr tomorrow watch over her Friday we will gather at your site your stone will be set it is so beautiful my name is on it too Robin bought a Vase and it was placed last week now we can bring flowers that will last a while I'm sure u will like that you r with me day and nite always a breath away funny you never answer me do you?

On 9/28/13 there will be a memorial mass at the Cemetary for all the souls who left this world of course we will all be there after the mass they will release butterfly's it will be so beautiful.they will be carrying kisses to u from all of us I hope you will be able to catch one if u do it will be me sending my love hold it close to your heart then let it come back to me I love you Fredxo

Want u to know I love u miss u and you r always on my mind 24/7 tomorrow will be 10 mons and I still can't get use to u not being here I don't think any of us can its awful have all your angel friends watch over lyn tomorrow she is having surgery we will be praying for her to I have a dr appt or I would be there but I will get to see our treasure one way or another watch over us please lov

Like I wrote in the poem to you, I say good morning every day to you do u hear me and I also say good nite every single nite Monet is sound asleep at the bottom of the bed as usuall and I am about to turn in also just had to talk to u before I go to sleep I love u Fred miss u and at times I do believe u are just a breath away goodnite hon sleep well keep the angels over all of us Godbless

HI Daddy, its been awhile but you know I think about you everyday. Its been a little hectic lately but all is well. I'm having surgery tomorrow on my wrist I'm counting on you to be there to guide me through. I'm not as brave as you are so hold my hand ok. I love and miss you. Talk to you soon. Hugs and Kisses

Missing as usuall den andI came to visit you on Friday were u listoning to us are u walking in tose fields of gold enjoying the beauty of heaven I know.your there I sometimes feel you watching me Monet acts different and I ask her where's daddy she must sence it too it will be 9 mons soon and my heart is heavier now because there no coming back is there watch over all of us we love you so

Imgoing to dinner and show with Den rob and the oys on Thier anniversary 8/14 at the Trop, on 9/11 all us girls are going to key west till 9/18 then on11/3 robin and I are goin to Texas K and R are taking us to see Josh Groban then on the 11/23to12/1 their taking us on a cruise from galvason u will be with me at all times I'm packing your airplane pants and shirt and taking them with me

This is the first time since that terrible niteu left that I will be on an active ride but I want you to know u will be with me every step of the way never wonder where I am because I am always by your side,even there in that glorious place where happiness dwels at all times you have my heart on your chain and I have the key I love you as always and will-forever.keep hold of my hand Lov u

Hi daddy I haven't written to you Ina long tie although not a day goes by I don't think of you and say something to you. Dad I can't even find words to explain how very much I miss you I don't understand why but sometimes I get angry that your no here. I always prayed that you and mommy would never leave me and I feel so let down that god didn't answer my prayer he took you away from me

And there's nothing I can do to bring you back it's like the longer time goes on without you the harder it gets and the more I miss you . Nothing is the same dad when I go to your house I picture you in your chair but its empty I hear your voice in mind mind but again your not there to talk to I just wish I could have you back for even just another day just to see you and to tell you

How much I miss you and to ask you to tell me how to live without you in my life I never said goodbye to you because I never really wanted to let you go I just wish you would have told me how to go on and how to be happy with out you here because the day you left a huge part of me went away to you meant the world to me dad you were the stars in my eyes my favorate person in the world I use

Tell you that and you would laugh but it was true dad ill never ever get over losing you ever !! And ill miss you every day of my life there will be a emptiness in my heart and life without you here and I know mommy feels exactly the same way as I do we're together a lot and I absoutly love that we talk about you all the time we laugh and cry together our feelings of emptiness are the same

I pray to god never to take mommy away from me she's my rock we lean on each other and she's my best friend trees no one else I'd rather spend time with like mommy I know she's so very sad without you her heart is broken dad she misses you so much please daddy please in someway that mommy will know come to her compfort her in a special way it will mean so much to her watch over mommy along

With my boys and den and me and everyone ofus you have pull up there dad use it please and keep all of us safe and happy and healthy and safe I'm counting on you dad ok I love you daddy and miss you more and more every day that goes by kisses and hugs forever your pud robin I love you daddy kisses and a million hugs

Monet and I went to visit you yesterday still cannot accept you are gonei I played the songs we danced to while I sat on my little bench it was a cool day I stayed for about an hour I hate having to leave I only wish u could hear me and answer me too the stone we chose will be in in about 2weeks it is so beautiful it will suit you fine I know you will like it y name is on it too I love u

Hi hon miss you more every day don't know why it doesn't get easier it is awful hard to explain I took Monet n had her clipped different this Time she is so beautiful I always talk to her about u she knows when I tell her we are going to see daddy n she is always good just sits there smells the ground it makes me wonder if she knows

Missed you an awful lot today also on Friday,it was not a good day.. It has been rather hot an nasty here on earth this month.I am sure you are rather happy in heaven.I would be too I've been waiting to hear from you I can't imagine why I haven't you promised me but you have not kept your promise that isn't like you are you mad at me because you are there and I am here I wish I knew I lovu

It was 9mons this month you left me,soon it will be a year I still have not heard from you are you that ingrosed where you are that you can not spare me a little blink of. Dream I promises as of right now I will not ask you again nor will I hope and pray that I hear from you I have been Disapointed many times what is a difference of another time...Lov you

Hi hon,think of u all day and nite still miss u can't believe you r gone nothing feels the same Monet n I r always together I have not been to your site for a while it has been terribly hot and I have not been feeling well how is it in heaven r u watching over me I pray for u every nite talk to u every day feel ur pressence but cannot see u please visit my dreams my birthday was yesterday

All I prayed for was a visit from u in my dreams,for my birthday that is all I wanted some how my prayer has been lost on its way it was not answered it must be floating around in heaven mail box please go and see if you can find it a wish answered by you is worth it weight in gold I will never get tired waiting. I love you Fred.

How r u sweetheart how is it in heaven I have been reading alot about heaven it makes me feel much better.I am still waiting for you ,I dream of you often, but never see your face,We talk I hear your voice but never see you ,I'll wait I know eventually I'll see you again that's my prayer every night to see that handsome face and to kiss you again even if it is just once I love u miss u so

What's new up there We r all ok.still missing you.more then ever if I were to see u again would you still know me I often think of that I dream of u often but never see u we talk but never see u
All I ask is for you to let me see you again.I would feel much better if I did do me a big favor please say hello and let me see that beautiful smile again just once.

I m planning a trip to Texas in NOV Rick will be 60 the bought tickets to see Josh Groban you know how I love his music I will stay for Thanksgiving and Ricks birthday I m looking forward to it Robin is going with me.want u to know you are going too I will take with me your airplane slacks and shirt that I loved u in,so you will b with m the whole visit I'm sure yo I'll like that won't u

Good morning hon, I know you have been taking care of my flowers. Never in all these years have they bloomed like this. It must be you making them bloom every single day ,u know how much I loved my garden and u are there ,here, everywhere.i hear the whispers in the middle of the night, in the morning,I feel your presence in every room Ifeel u looking at meI ONLY WISH I CAN SEE AND TOUCH u

I wrote the whole story about our days n Houston then suddenly it disappeared I was just about finished too .i am so sorry you won't get to read it. I bought you a bouquet o peonies today I can't wait till the stone is done so we can make your site pertty with sod and mulch and flowers I talk to you and play the song we always danced to After All These Years. I sit on my little bench love

How's Fred tonight?been thinking of u as usuall have you been talking to the flower angel I can't believe how our flowers are blooming never have they bloomed like this but this year the one rose bush that had only one rose in the years we had it,it has roses all over it and they are red and it is a yellow bush.red roses mean love.are u telling me you love me a whole bunch. I LOVE U FRED

Tomorrow robin and I r going to your site we r going to clean it and get it ready for our stone I know u will like it it is all about us and I had our words put on it high as the Ocean and deep as the sky when people see it they will think it was a mistake but we know it means more then forever it means Eternal Ever lasting love that's what it means to us high as the ocean deep as the sky

I meant to tell youMonet let me know you were here the other night no wonder I could not fall asleep angels kept me awake so I'd be able to put her on the floor so that SH could search and smell the whole house.because she was looking for you. She senced it.i only wish I could have seen u hold u and kiss u just one more time.i feel u all around especially here in my heart I love you Fred.

Well 7 months has passed still can't get use to itI certainly hope you are happier then I am.nothing is the same here.its an empty world miss you so much at times I catch myself saying"WAIT TILL I TELL FRED"then it hits me I can't tell Fred, he is not here. I visit your site quite often soon the stone will be done. I think then I will realize you are no longer here but in a better place

Hi hon,how are you doing in your beautiful new home I can't even imagine the beauty,I am sure there are no words to describe it. We are ok down here with all the terrible things that go on you are not missing anything that would interest you but we are all ok just missing you every day I don't think that will ever change' I have so much to tell you there are times I forget that I must wait