it was a difficult time today,I made sauce for dinner tomorrow, I am having Den andRobin for dinner, it's Dens birthday,all I thought of was how you always made it how you sliced the onions on the board, and the tomatoes in a bowl..it was the first time I made sauce in ages,because you always made the best of course I cried for quite a while. I miss you so much. It is so difficult. Love y

Hi daddy I'm sitting here like most nights and I'm thinking about you dad. I miss you so very much it seems to b getting harder for me without you here. The reality of never seeing you or talking to you anymore breakers my heart I cry about you every day Christmas time isn't the same it never will be the same again I hope your happy and with everyone you love please watch over all of us

Your our angel now dad and we need you to watch over all of us and keep us safe and healthy and to please help mommy to be happy she's so very sad without you dad she. Misses you so much I love you daddy always and forever

Hi daddy, I miss you very much, I hope you can hear us and you know that you are always in our thoughts. Jay n Kyle will b home for Xmas which I am so thankful for but it will never be the same without you here with us to. But I know you r at peace now n there is more sickness n that is what we all have to hold on to I Love You Dad xoxo

Hi sweetheart,Karen lee robin. Monet and I placed a wreath on your site.. It breaks my heart ,it doesn't even feel like Christmas,and you know how I always love Christmas Eve, how I will get through it ,I don't know.. Be there for. Me please. Rob and I are going to go to Midnight Mass . I am going to stay there overnight I love you hon,xoxoxo

Hi sweetheart I miss you. Monet has become my constant companion I have no Christmas spirit without you it is really difficult.how is every one up there?We are just ok. We all are missing. You trying to adjust.are you asking the angels to watch over us?i fond that beautiful painting of our lady you painted ,I have it in a frame you signed it To Ads Love Fred, ask Our Sweet Jesus to bless

Hi big daddy,I'm mssing you so much..
I go with mommy to visit you.i lay down next to you, I am being good for mommy cause you told me to behave,I hope that makes you happy.when are you coming home,will Santa bring you?mommy always cries and I get on her lap.and she hugs me like you always did.I love you daddy. God Bless you. Monet. Your little sweetheart.xoxoxoxAlways,

Hi sweetheart,how is it in heaven? I found the painting of OUR BLESSED MOTHER I cried when I read what you wrote on it.. I had not noticed the little message. ( to Ads ,,Love Fred). I put it in a frame in the dinning room where every one can see it. IT IS MY NEW TREASURE,, I MISS YOU FRED NOW IT'S CHRISTMAS AND YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO SING BINSGS SONGS LIKE BEFORE I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.

I have not decorated at all this year, or. Bought one single present, nothing is the same the spirt is not with me his year,,he is sleeping in heavenly peace..so I will just talk to you for awhile and let you rest,then enjoy the glory of this beautiful time of year In heaven..you know how I love Christmas eve well it will be most difficult this year guide me through it hon.please. I Lov u.

Hi daddy, hope your smiling down on us. we all miss you. the holidays have lost thier appeal this year. it wont be the same without you playing santa claus like you used when the kids were little. how they loved christmas eve and how special it was. now they look forward to just being with the family, we will miss the best santa ever this year. i love you. hugs and kisses.

How is it in heaven? You must be in your glory, I am glad you are at peace,it was a hard struggle,you did your best to shield me from your pain,,,,you told me""you were fine, there is nothing wrong with me"" that's what you told me, but I knew different,you tried to take care of me till the very end,my heart hurts, you were so gallant,,I love you for so many reasons,,,because you are YOU..

Watching. It's A Wonderful Life,, remembering when we'd watch it together every year... And thinking of how we would. Enjoy it ,even though we saw it year after year. Nothing is the same without you,but I treasure the memories,of what use to be,sometime it feels as if you are right here next to me, how I wish I could see your face and hold your hand again,just one more time....

That song is on and it breaks my heart faithful friends who are dear to us ,will be near to us ,if the fate allows..

Its. Been a few days since I wrote to you,as usuall I don't stop a minute,but all the time I am talking and thinking of you.. I do a dozen things at a time to keep busy,not to be idel hoping and praying all the time too,you must be happy in heaven is it like we see in pictures?the only thing I'm happy about is that you have no more pain and you are with all our loved ones,but I'm sad.love

Ithe holidays are coming I'm not decorating this year,no spirit.i do Liston to carols.its not the same,Monet and I go to bed early, I never sit in the living rm hardly.seldom watch TV I use my iPad, the kids always call.so does Rick and kathy.nothing is the same anymore..I pray that you have asked God to watch over all the kids,and you are with our families.i miss you Fred, love u. Always.

Hi daddy you were missed thanksgiving we know that was a holiday you really enjoyed. Jay and kyle weren't there either or Matt or denis
All our live's have changed so much but we all have to have strength and live our lives and be there for each other with support and love so each one of us can fine and do whatever god had planned for us to acheive love u

It was difficult Thanksgiving,came to visit you first,Tyler,Robin and Monet and I,,, we left you flowers,sealed with our love and kisses, watered with tears.......the day went well dinner was delicious as usuall but the best guest was missing """you"""I could only imagine the glory,love and beauty that surrounded you...it was so well deserved after all you went through,,,miss you,love .

Hi hon,it's almost Thanksgiving. ,,how u loved thanksgiving,don't know how I will get through it,miss you so much,u are there here everywhere,in my heart mind ,eyes , I keep feeling you will walk in the door.but you don't" I still hear you call Monet, she s been so good ,misses u too it hurts hon it really does,, imss you so very much,you made it to heaven you really earned it rest. Love

Heaven must be even more heavenly now that you're there,,,all our loved ones that waited for you all that time,,, I know you are not suffering anymore that I am glad about,however It's not to heavenly here we all miss you so much.. Ask God to help us down here..He knows our pain, ask Him to help us to understand why????i love you Fred..still waiting for that promise" good nite. ,hon. Lov

Hi dad, our friend came over last nite and I fixed him a plate of speghetti and gave him a fork and he asked me for a spoon too I couldn't beleive it ! He twirled his speghetti ! I had to watch him I told him my dad always TWIRLED ! And I could see you sitting there eating your most favorite meal. I miss you daddy.

Hi sweetheart. How is heaven? Hope. You met up with your Mother, aunti Betty and all my loved ones,,,and are you keeping special place for me,like you we promised each other.. I have not forgotten,,,,I may go over night to Karens for Thanksgiving..this is a very difficult time with out you,, so very very hard........

Was a long day, got lots done, talked to you all the time, I like your answers now, you ALWAYS agree with me lately,,I found the message you sent me.. It helped some ,,,yesterday , little difficult today...hope to go to mass tomorrow,it's been a while, we use to go every Sunday, that was a long time ago. Wish those days were back again..see you in my dreams I hope. Love you,

watching 48 hrs. So terrible.. Hope you can console some of these poor souls. ,,the roseI gave you weeks ago is still alive, can't believe it even after the nor'easter we had..I think the angels are taking care of everything,,, wish they were there to take care of you ,,,,,,,,,the ones the artist drew are the only ones I have seen.....what a beautiful tribute........

Hi sweetheart did you think I forgot you??  Never ,will I the rest of my life.........could not get on this site, don't know why,, but here I am now, had a very bad day,missing you too much, did you hear me call you a hundred times, or more??Monet keeps me looking all around,sences you, but can't see you... Pray for you all day ,love you always.miss you terribly,..

i still love you,,,,after all these years, everlasting love,,,,,,high as the ocean. ,, and as deep as the sky,,,,,,, that's ETERNAL,,,,,,,,,,we were Not ..."""To Young"""" were we?..?....

HI FRED IT IS ME I will keep my voice down...... for I know you miss my VOICE.... thinking of you today hope all is well up there if you need something just let me know i will get it done for you, miss & LOVE you, ME...

Hello Pops, We miss you and Mom hanging around, we will be for ever grateful for spending the last few months with you. There is not a day that go's by that Kathy & I stop by your apartment down stairs and tell you we are heading to work, to here you say be care full.. We Miss YOU.... Me

Hi big daddy, I miss you so much .i look for you every where I go. I keep looking out the window,out on the porch, out the back door, in the bedroom! I cannot find you anywhere..mommy tells me daddy is all gone. He is sound asleep in heaven, but I don't know where heaven is and I am so sad,,,please come home big daddy please I miss you so......my heart hurts too. ,,I love you so much...

Hi daddy I'm sitting here alone and thinking of you like I do most nights, dad there haven't been a single day since you been gone I don't wait for you I ask you every day to please come to me somehow and let me know your in heaven and happy I miss you so very much I hate yu not being here anymore my life has a empty place only you could fill I love you daddy no matter what you say kisses

Daddy I think of the time I spent in Texas with you and they are some of the best memories the rides to the hospital with all of us was so much fun there memories ill cherish forever dad. And the nite I said I love you daddy and you said "if you say that one more time robin" omg that was so funny goodnite dad ilu robin

We are all taking care of mommy like we promised you we would , mommy and I go to visit you almost every time I go over I saw the bird you put in the tree I know it was a sign from you dad please watch over everyone and my family please keep them all safe and healthy you have pull now dad I'm counting on you ok ilu robin kisses

Dear Fred,stopped by to visit you today.i left a message on the ground, the rose I gave you last week is still alive even after the snowfall we had..this time I gave you the last rose of summer from our garden..but it was difficult for me..because you always bought them in to me with a smile on your face ,and the words I love you sweetheart.......broken. Hearted. I miss you so much.....

Hey grand pop just thinking of you and how proud I am to have such a great angel looking down on me helping guide the way. I love you -Big Guy

Hey Dad, came by to see you with mom, i will come by one day by my self to visit. Taking mommy to see you today Im sure. Its very cold so we probably wont stay long, you understand that right, the weather is starting to get nasty as it does every year at this time, cant wait for spring. talk to you soon. I love you Daddy, I miss that voice.

Its me again, I'm here every day,,,, had alot of errands to do today, did not get to visit,,, I didn't want to see snow on your site anyway, but I will be there tomorrow"...still waiting to hear from you,,,sometime I feel you are here.. Monet barks at your chair in the kitchen..she also whimpers. ,it breaks my heart. Still waiting,,love you. High as the ocean,, deep. As the sky..

Hi Daddy, I miss you very much but I know you are looking over us all and that make me feel safe. I hope you found my precious Danielle please gave her a kiss for me. We are all ok daddy, and I know you worry about mommy but we are taking care of her for you like we promised. You are with us all always and forever,I Love You.

Hi sweetheart, it's a cold night tonight, it has been snowing all day ,,, not too much accumulation,,,but now the roads are icy. I could not bare to come visit you today ,and see the snow all over your site,,, rain is bad but the snow,tears me apart,,,,,, I've been busy ,doing legal business, it is awfully difficult, can you hear me,,,calling you?? It was a very very very hard day,,,,,

It is 11:19at night, it is still snowing..and rather cold,Imiss you, just want to say good night.....hon,I love you,miss you, wish you were here.........

Hi sweetheart stopped by to see you today with lyn and Monet... She must have senced your pressenced today whimpering , barking at your chair, I could not console her... I take her with me wherever Igo... Just like you and I always did...she was good after that....had tea with Lyn and Karen Lee. A real nice visit ,it's a bit chilly. Out...pray your warm.  Lov. You miss you so much,,God b

You are always on my mind, just a breath away,stay with me like you promised ..you help make me feel secure........"

I miss, love and think of you every minute of every day.......and as we always said to each other these very special words..........."""I love you as high as the ocean,,, and as deep as the sky"""". That's Eternal,,,,,,

Hello sweetheart, I feel you all around me,and did you take Monet off our bed and put her on the floor last night?? I could not beleive it wwhen I saw her next to me in the kitchen..how did she get off that bed...I know she does not ever jump off it, it is too high... Something for me to ponder,,, robin and I came to visit you today this time I gave you the last rose of summer.".