Jay,
Can't believe you turned 40 yesterday! You are officially an old guy!! I could only imagine the kind of awesome party we would've had. It hurts my heart to think that you missed that, but I know, somewhere in this world, your spirit has rekindled. I got to go down to Tennessee and see Brooke and wow, she is literally you. Everything from her mannerisms and attitude to her biting her toe nails with her mouth!! She's hilarious too, I see your soul in her. It's probably why she was capable of pushing Scott's buttons so easily (you were always good at that) lol. I know your family and friends miss you and I do everyday, but I know your time here had its limits for a purpose. Veronica graduated high school, something I know you always worried about. She's doing fantastic, she has a nice boyfriend, she's being a teenager. I know you watch over her in a different way, keep doing that.
Happy Birthday my friend, I miss your face like crazy. I miss gossiping with you and complaining with you. I know Scott misses you everyday.
Be with him, he needs that.
-Lexinator