September 28, 2022
September 28, 2022
It only takes a moment for your world to change forever!!!!!!!!!!!!
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Kody Brown, born on July 3, 2016, and passed away on February 4, 2017. We will remember him forever.
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September 27, 2022
September 27, 2022
Sometimes you have to stay busy so you don’t have time to feel!!!
September 26, 2022
September 26, 2022
In the blink of an eye, everything can change.
So forgive often, and love with all your heart.
You may never know when you may not have that chance again!!!!
I love you Kody xxxx
So forgive often, and love with all your heart.
You may never know when you may not have that chance again!!!!
I love you Kody xxxx
September 25, 2022
September 25, 2022
I make my own rules in my grief journey! X
September 22, 2022
September 22, 2022
Just so you know…
I can’t stop grieving just because
You believe it is time for me to
Move on.
I can’t stop hurting just because
You do not understand that piercing
Pain n my heart.
I cannot stop my tears from
Flowing just because they make
You uncomfortable.
My heart is not suddenly mended
Just because you believe that I
Have grieved long enough.
I will grieve the loss of my loved
One for the rest of my life.
Just so you know ..
I can’t stop grieving just because
You believe it is time for me to
Move on.
I can’t stop hurting just because
You do not understand that piercing
Pain n my heart.
I cannot stop my tears from
Flowing just because they make
You uncomfortable.
My heart is not suddenly mended
Just because you believe that I
Have grieved long enough.
I will grieve the loss of my loved
One for the rest of my life.
Just so you know ..
September 21, 2022
September 21, 2022
‘Their absence is like the sky.
Spread over everything’!!!!
Spread over everything’!!!!
September 20, 2022
September 20, 2022
Only our pillow knows the amount of emotions we hide from the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!
September 17, 2022
September 17, 2022
It’s hard to turn the page when you know somebody won’t be in the next chapter!!!!!
September 16, 2022
September 16, 2022
There were a million things I wanted to tell you.
Goodbye was not one of them.
Goodbye was not one of them.
September 15, 2022
September 15, 2022
I no longer remember the person I was before you died!
September 14, 2022
September 14, 2022
To the one who looks at me from the sky, I miss you more than you will ever know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
September 12, 2022
September 12, 2022
My heart is so tired!!!!!!!!!
September 11, 2022
September 11, 2022
I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
Baby, baby, I feel crazy
I see you around in all these empty faces
All night, all night and every day
Baby, baby, I feel crazy
I see you around in all these empty faces
All night, all night and every day
September 10, 2022
September 10, 2022
More than one heart stopped that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
September 8, 2022
September 8, 2022
We talk about them all the time.
Not because we’re stuck or because we haven’t moved on, but we talk about them because we are theirs, and they are ours, and no passage of time will ever change that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X
Not because we’re stuck or because we haven’t moved on, but we talk about them because we are theirs, and they are ours, and no passage of time will ever change that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X
September 7, 2022
September 7, 2022
I see you in the empty spaces of our family photos!!!!!
September 5, 2022
September 5, 2022
All it takes is one song to bring back a thousand memories!!!!!!!
September 4, 2022
September 4, 2022
Life is not a game.
Grief has no time frame.
No two people grieve the same.
Grief has no time frame.
No two people grieve the same.
September 3, 2022
September 3, 2022
You’re missing from everything, but your absence is everywhere!!!!!!
September 1, 2022
September 1, 2022
Not everything that breaks heals!!!!!!!!!
August 29, 2022
August 29, 2022
You should be here!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 28, 2022
August 28, 2022
A tragedy in three words ..
You’re gone forever!!!!!!!!
You’re gone forever!!!!!!!!
August 27, 2022
August 27, 2022
The moment your heart stopped, mine changed forever.
I miss your scent, and your hugs and kisses.
I miss everything about you!!!!!!! X
I miss your scent, and your hugs and kisses.
I miss everything about you!!!!!!! X
August 25, 2022
August 25, 2022
I wish I could wake up and find out this was all a bad dream.
I’m so lost without you!!!!!!!!!
I’m so lost without you!!!!!!!!!
August 25, 2022
August 25, 2022
It’s not always just the heart, sometimes your mind breaks as well!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 24, 2022
August 24, 2022
When I need you, I just close my eyes, and I’m with you!!!!!!!!! X
August 21, 2022
August 21, 2022
Cherish every moment and every person in your life, because you never know when it will be the last time you see someone!!!!!!!
August 19, 2022
August 19, 2022
But I’m still grieving!!!!!!
August 19, 2022
August 19, 2022
Goodnight baby boy xx
August 15, 2022
August 15, 2022
When you’re grieving you realise that some people stay and some people fade away! X
August 14, 2022
August 14, 2022
That feeling you get in your stomach when your heart is broken. It’s like all the butterflies just died!!!!!
August 13, 2022
August 13, 2022
I know you’re at peace, I just wish I was too! X
August 12, 2022
August 12, 2022
Missing you beyond what any words could ever describe!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 5, 2022
August 5, 2022
“Please stop expecting people who are grieving a significant loss to find the silver lining in something that has turned their world upside down. There is a time and place to search for rainbows but the raw pain of grief isn’t one of them.”
August 4, 2022
August 4, 2022
A lot of babies that die have names,
Please use them!
Please use them!
August 3, 2022
August 3, 2022
Perhaps they’re not stars,
But rather openings in heaven,
Where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know that they’re happy!!!!!!
But rather openings in heaven,
Where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know that they’re happy!!!!!!
August 2, 2022
August 2, 2022
Belief.
I have to believe
That you still exist
Somewhere.
That you still watch me
Sometimes,
That you still love me somehow.
I have to believe
That life has meaning
Somehow,
That I’m useful here
Sometimes,
That I make small differences somewhere.
I have to believe
That I need to stay here for sometime,
That all this teaches me something.
So that I can meet you again somewhere.
I have to believe
That you still exist
Somewhere.
That you still watch me
Sometimes,
That you still love me somehow.
I have to believe
That life has meaning
Somehow,
That I’m useful here
Sometimes,
That I make small differences somewhere.
I have to believe
That I need to stay here for sometime,
That all this teaches me something.
So that I can meet you again somewhere.
August 1, 2022
August 1, 2022
With tears in my eyes, I keep telling myself I’ve got this!
July 29, 2022
July 29, 2022
Sometimes the silent mornings are worse than the sleepless night, your absence all too present as another day begins.
July 27, 2022
July 27, 2022
The pain of missing you is felt to the very depths of my soul!!!!!!
July 25, 2022
July 25, 2022
Doing this life without you has changed me.
I’m just not the same person anymore.
How could I be?
One thing that’ll never change tho is the love I hold in my heart for you.
Nothing, including any amount of time that goes by, could change that!!!!!!!!
I’m just not the same person anymore.
How could I be?
One thing that’ll never change tho is the love I hold in my heart for you.
Nothing, including any amount of time that goes by, could change that!!!!!!!!
July 22, 2022
July 22, 2022
With every silent heartbeat, my mind still screams I miss you!!!!!!!!!!! X
July 20, 2022
July 20, 2022
“July is bereaved parents awareness month.
Please reach out to the grieving parents in your life. Let them know you’re there. That you realise that for them everyday is a struggle. & most importantly that their child is not forgotten”!!!!!!!!
Please reach out to the grieving parents in your life. Let them know you’re there. That you realise that for them everyday is a struggle. & most importantly that their child is not forgotten”!!!!!!!!
July 18, 2022
July 18, 2022
Sometimes it’s not the song that makes you emotional, it’s the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it! X
July 14, 2022
July 14, 2022
‘You’re trauma made you stronger’
No, my trauma made me traumatised, it made me weak, gave me sleepless nights, and memory loss. It gave me feelings I never wanted. I made myself stronger, by dragging myself out of a dark place, and dealing with consequences that wasn’t my fault!!!!!!
No, my trauma made me traumatised, it made me weak, gave me sleepless nights, and memory loss. It gave me feelings I never wanted. I made myself stronger, by dragging myself out of a dark place, and dealing with consequences that wasn’t my fault!!!!!!
July 13, 2022
July 13, 2022
I haven’t stopped missing you xxxxxxxx
July 12, 2022
July 12, 2022
Grief has no expiration date.
It can last for weeks or months for some.
While others suffer a lifetime!!!!!!!!!!
It can last for weeks or months for some.
While others suffer a lifetime!!!!!!!!!!
July 11, 2022
July 11, 2022
Since I can no longer see you here on earth, I hope you visit me in my dreams xxxxxx
July 10, 2022
July 10, 2022
I miss my baby.
That is all. And that is everything
That is all. And that is everything
July 8, 2022
July 8, 2022
When you have a child in heaven, you live in a constant limbo between here and there x
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February 4
February 4
Worst day of our lives …. 4.2.2017 … 10.42pm …
February 4
February 4
7 years without you
4/2/2017
10.42pm
We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
4/2/2017
10.42pm
We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
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Good morning my beautiful precious little boy xx
I hope the angels kiss you goodnight x
Good morning my love xx
May you have happy dreams xx
Good evening the love of my life xx
Good night baby boy x
I wish heaven had visiting hours x
Good morning my sunshine xx
Sweet dreams x
Recent stories
Goodbye
February 24, 2017
Kody, Tuesday the 21st of February was your funeral, it was so hard Kody. We played 'one sweet day' by Mariah Carey and boys to men as everyone sat down, and as daddy and uncle Kevin carried you in. Nanny read out a little note I wrote to you, she held in the tears. Auntie Demi read out a little poem, she couldn't control herself, she was heartbroken Kody. Uncle Kevin also read a little poem. Everyone was crying Kody. We then listened to 'I'll never forget you' by Mariah Carey and then 'See you again' by Wiz Khalifah and Charlie Puth. We went outside and admired your flowers, and we left off some balloons, we hope you was up there watching us and we hope you was happy with your day Kody. That was the worst day Kody, I miss you so much, you will always be my baby and I will never let you be forgotten, until we meet again, sleep tight my darling Angel </3
Christmas
February 9, 2017
Santa went to the Royal Brompton hospital but Kody missed him as he was having his tracheostomy done, when Kody came up after his tracheostomy santa had left Kody a present, it was a 'santa's coming to Kensington and Chelsea book'. Mummy read it to Kody. And Lexxi, and Jayden and nanny Angela read it to him aswell.
On Christmas Eve 2016, it was a Saturday and Kodys mummy, daddy, auntie Demi, Big brother Jayden and big sister Lexxi went to see him. Auntie Demi, Jayden and Lexxi all helped Kody open a present each and we dressed Kody in a 'first Christmas suit' from nanny Angela, grandad Bradley and auntie Demi.
Christmas 2016 was on a Sunday, Kody was in the Royal Brompton hospital in Chelsea. When we arrived Kody was sedated and asleep. Mummy, daddy and Kodys big brother Jayden went to visit him on Christmas. We opened his presents together and when we'd finished opening them Kody decided to wake up. Kody was dressed in a little reindeer outfit. Mummy was heart broken that Kody was spending his first Christmas in hospital.