June 16
June 16
Today is Father's Day. I don't know how I feel about this day in regards to you. When you were here, and the girls were born, you were a devoted father and deserving of praise, but your choice to leave them when they were 5 and 7 is heartbreaking to me. This may be some anger I still feel but as your mom, I can be truthful. I love you still, I'm proud of so much you accomplished in your life, but you really let me down in this respect. But I don't know the dark place you were at when your decision was made. I wish I could have been there for you. Still my "shining star." Ma