4 years January 13, 2017
It's hard to believe it's been 4 years without you. Your presence is always with us. Your legacy will live on in Lily. I love you. We love you.
It's hard to believe it's been 4 years without you. Your presence is always with us. Your legacy will live on in Lily. I love you. We love you.
I can't believe you've been gone 1 year. We think about you everyday. Everyday at 7** my heart skips a beat. Lily kisses your pictures everyday and says she loves you. I removed you from Houston National Cemetery on January 9th now you're home with us in California where you belong...with your family like we planned. You said yourself there's nothing good for you in Texas. I also brought Lily to see your grandma, I know you were happy about that. Your mom didn't reply to the offer to see Lily, her loss. Everynight I remember the last thing you said to me =) One day closer...
This is a post I posted on my husband James' Facebook that his mom removed (I copied and pasted it to email my bff)...I know the Witch will be steaming that she can't delete this =P
Baby please help me! I don't know why ppl are being soo evil. Now isn't the time to be acting like that. I want ppl to know what I'm dealing with, I know you see it and I know you're pissed. I thought your family was my family as well. I gave them things of yours that they wanted while they were here so they can maybe feel little closer to you. Your mom told me you told her you would do it and all she told you was, "Go take a walk" When your family left our house, our home where I tried to save you and was with you when you took your last breathe...not even 2 days later your mom asked me for a copy of your other life insurance policy and says, "Do you think it's too early to call" WTF?! You left her a $100,000 death gratuity to pay for funeral expenses and anything else. I'm stuck with rent, 2 car payments, insurance, phone and utility bills. I can't even pay all that right now bc I have to make sure I enough to get home to California. Did you see when I had to ask for a grant from Army relief to help for our bills? They helped me but not with all our bills. Oh and I still have to pay for an urn for our daughter. Was any help offered to us? Fuck no. I found your caprice with no help from anyone after asking a few times. Did you know your mom had your chief go to the shop and tell the owner, "Don't give the car to Eve, she's not getting anything" WTF?! She had plans to pick up your car on the 8th which is the day of your memorial. Why are ppl like this?! Now she's calling complaining bc I have the car. SMFH. Give me the patience to deal with this and please forgive me for making a decision not to let them be a part of Lily's life. I have to protect her from evil. I'm your wife and the mother of your daughter, I have to protect her and fight for her and that's what I intend to do. If that makes me a bad person or a bitch, so be it. I'm sure ppl will tell me I shouldn't have posted this, but I know you would say, "Waaaa" I love you, we are one day closer to being with eachother again. ♥♥♥♥ I ask you to forgive your mom for how she is and what she's trying to do, we should be together at this time but she doesn't see it, all she sees are $$$ signs — with James De La Cruz.
My husband is loved and missed by many. James lived for his family, especially his daughter, Lilyana. Lily reminds me of James more everyday. I'm looking forward to seeing the type of person she grows up to be. With the love and support of my parents (the only grandparents she'll know) my brothers and Marc, Lily will know what a wonderful man her Daddy was and how much he loved her. I'll love my husband always and forever, people can say whatever they want bc there are things about James I'll never tell anyone, I won't even tell what time he took his last breath; only myself, my parents and God will ever know. I have the only part of James left, Lily, who I'll love, cherish and protect forever.
XooXoXXoOXOoxxXo,
Evita, Marc, and Lily