ForeverMissed

This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, ANTHONY JIHAD LEVINE-FOWLE who was born on April 10, 1986 and passed away on July 3, 2010. We will remember him forever.

Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2020
In one lifetime, you will love many times but one love will burn your soul forever!
Posted by vanessa cobbs on April 10, 2020
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR BEING THE LOVING SILLY PERSON THAT YOU WERE , YOU ALWAYS BROUGHT SMILES TO MY HEART. I WILL FOREVER THINK ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU TIL WE MEET AGAIN , HUGS N KISSES!!
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2020
Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday Dear Tony. Happy Birthday to you. I can't believe it you're officially 34 today. Today I smile thinking about you and what you would have been doing to celebrate your birthday. I would have been celebrating with you today. I'm gonna take a shot especially for you today. I really wish you were here. I know you are having an amazing party in heaven.

True Love Never Dies. I will and have always loved you.
Posted by sharae valentine on July 12, 2019
9 years have past since you have been gone and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. There are times when I need someone to talk to and my first thought is damn I wish Tony was here. You always know how to make me feel better. You always knew the right things to say. You knew the words that would go right to my heart. I miss you so much. I still have that list you wrote me about the reasons you love me and I pull it out when I’m feeling down and instantly there is a smile on my face. It’s amazing how someone can affect your life so much. You left an impact not only in my life but in my heart. I am lucky to have known you but even luckier to have loved you and received your love in return. There is nothing I can say that you don’t already know. I hope you can feel my love in heaven. No one can ever take that from you. I will always love you. I wish that you were still here a lot. You were my person! My friend, my encouragement, my ride or die. You always had my back and I always had yours. I miss that friendship. I miss you!
I love you then, now and forever!
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2019
Happy Birthday Baby Boy. Missing you more and more. Wish you were here to celebrate turning 33 but your mother and family will celebrate in the best way for you. I love you Then, Now and Forever.
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2018
Happy Birthday To You! Happy Birthday To You! Happy Birthday Dear Tony. Happy Birthday To You! The big 32. Miss and love you.
Posted by sharae valentine on March 21, 2018
Going through some emails and found this. Needed to share it.


By urs truly Tony Touch


I carry ur heart wit me all da time I carry
it inside my heart I'm never without it anywhere
I go u go,baby I fear no fate cuz u r my fate,
my love I want no world cuz u r my world da
depth of ur eyes, ur essence, ur very presence
makes me weak da comfort of ur body, da warmth of ur soul u practically
melt my heart da moment we kiss And da 1st moment we did, I knew dat I
loved u Yea I'm a nigga but I could have cried when u said u loved me 2
I could have held u forever and died dat very day If I had gone n ur
arms, I wouldn't want it any other way ur my
life, my death, my beginning and my end, My love, my baby, my wife and
best friend I'm ur man Watever u want watever u need, baby I'm here 4 u
I'd fight worlds 4 u, r remove every thorn on every rose I'll die a 1,000
deaths 2 show how much I care I'm not sayin I'm perfect, not even close
But if anyone loves u, I think I love u da most I love every inch of u,
inside and out and now dat I found you, I found out wat my life is all
about.
Posted by sharae valentine on March 21, 2018
It has been a long time since I have been on here to say something. It's crazy because I was talking to Alison on Sunday and it totally slipped her mind that you were gone. She asked me how you were doing and noticed she made a big mistake lol. She is crazy and felt so bad after. Sometimes I forget too and be thinking in my head damn I want to call Tony. I miss our conversations. I miss us being friends. I miss us being us when we were together. You made me a better person and I always strive to make you proud of me. Sometimes I feel like I'm lost without you. I truly wish you were here. There is so much I want to tell you so much I want to hear from you. I was going through my emails and found some of our old messages. I laughed then cried because I we can't have those conversations anymore and it hurts so much when someone was such a big part of your life then they are suddenly gone. I am gonna be a mess when spring finally comes and that tree on my block flowers bloom. You kissed me under that tree. That is the memory that replay in my head when the flowers bloom. It reminds me of cherry blossoms, I dunno why. I'm just rambling right now I know but I feel like I have so much to say to you. I am no where near perfect but you made me feel like I was close. You had that ability to make me believe in myself, in love and in life. You pop up into my head when I least expect it. I was just thinking about you being allergic to seafood and you ate some rice your mom made not know what was in it because you were hungry and having a allergic reason. Us talking while you were in the ER. I often wonder what would life be like if you were still here. I know I shouldn't make myself sad because reality always hits me hard like a punch to the heart. I imagine us still close as ever. Talking everyday and helping each other through everything. I imagine my phone ringing and seeing your name pop up and smiling because you always make my day better. I can hear you telling me a funny story. I hear you asking me about my day and telling me about yours. Talking like we haven't spoken in years but we just spoke the day before. How is it you always make me feel like that 15 year old girl seeing you for the first, taking my breath away. I imagine us always being there for each other no matter what. I guess I do this to feel like your always with me no matter where I am in life. I can't thank you enough for everything you did for me. I love you Then, Now and Forever.
Posted by vanessa cobbs on July 4, 2017
Can't believe it has been 7 years you've been gone , and when I think about it, it becomes unreal to me until I see my memories on facebook of you , I just wanna write that I'll be forever missing you and I will always love you to the moon and back , til infinity and beyond, happy 4th of July. Ps. You always told me that if you was to pass away that you would always mess with me and do things to mess with me I thought you were joking but through out these years I see you wasn't playing , I know it's you cause I feel your presence and I always think about what you told me , I just want you to know that sometimes I get scared but I don't mind I'm used to it now, I thank God for you being in my life, IN FLESH AND SPIRIT, I'm always sad July 3rd , I will never forget the day of your birthday and the day you passed , thank you and continue to watch over me until we meet again S.I.P XOXOXOXO
Posted by Qunice Cook-Baker on April 10, 2017
HAPPY 31ST BIRTHDAY. LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH TONY. CONTINUE TO SHINE UR LIGHT ON UR FAMILY. Miss u my other son/nephew.
Posted by sharae valentine on March 30, 2017
I love you!! ❤️
Posted by sharae valentine on February 4, 2017
I know I said I'm not angry anymore about you being taken away but I am a little right now. Mostly because I just watched a movie called You Before Me. The ending the guy this girl loved was ending his life due to his disability. He made up his mind before they met to do it but to the point. She got to say bye. Of course you came to mind cuz I never said goodbye. I know I shouldn't dwell in the past or be angry but I can't help it sometimes. So many things go through my mind. So many times I replay our relationship and friendship in my mind and feel like maybe I could have done something differently. If I didn't have my family and your family didn't welcome me with open arms and hearts like they did I dunno if I would have made it. My cousin passed away and I couldn't stay at the funeral. I hold it all in. I just hope y'all are friends in heaven. Take care of each other. Love you then, now and until forever
Posted by sharae valentine on January 25, 2017
I was outside looking at the stars and for every one I seen I gave a reason why I love you. I was doing good until I ran out of stars.......
Posted by sharae valentine on July 4, 2016
I miss you and love you always. It's amazing how you meet people and they can change your life forever. You were my first love and no one can ever take your place. It was amazing being with you and being your friend. I miss talking to you the way we did. You knew everything about me and could tell something was wrong with just one look. I miss the way we could talk on the phone for hours about anything and everything. I love that you were so caring and had a forgiving heart. I miss looking into your eyes and getting butterflies. I miss being silly with you. I just really miss you. I know everything happens for a reason and God has a plan so I am no longer angry that you are gone but have accepted it and enjoy the memories we had. I was going through some stuff the other day and found the pictures that we took together. All I could do was smile and cry a little. It's still a process but I will continue to work on it lol. Just know you were an amazing person and changed my life so much. You taught me how to love myself and how to love someone more then myself. I Love You Tony Then, Now & Forever
Posted by Qunice Cook-Baker on July 3, 2016
CONTINUE TO SLEEP IN PEACE, MY HANDSOME NEPHEW/SON....THE BABYSITTER/AUNT QUNICE. LOVE U FOREVER & A DAY. MISS U SOOOO MUCH!!!
Posted by Qunice Cook-Baker on April 11, 2016
Love & miss u always. HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2016
Happy 30th Birthday Tony!!!!
I almost forgot what today was due to me being sick but I was thinking about it yesterday. The big 3-0 I could only imagine the party you are having in heaven right now. I could only imagine the party you would be having if you were alive. I can see you know with that camera in your hand and smiling while taking pictures. I always seen the passion in your eyes, heard the passion in your voice and felt that passion in your soul when it came to photography. I just knew you were gonna make your dreams come true. I always wish for that for you. You were and are always in my heart. As I sit here in this hospital bed leaving this message. I think about the time I brought you that singing birthday card and it puts a smile on my face because it put a smile on yours. I wish I could go to the cemetery right now just to lay next to you. Play the song from my sweet sixteen that became our song (Slow Jam by Usher and Monica) and just talk to you even though I know you can't talk back. Just to do something that makes me feel closer to you right now. Today is a big day for you so celebrate in heaven and save a spot for me when the time comes for me to join you. I love you Then, Now, Until Forever.......
Posted by Jasmine McClain on April 6, 2016
I love you ...
Posted by sharae valentine on March 5, 2016
Just wanted to say I Miss You!!!
Posted by sharae valentine on January 4, 2016
Happy New Year!!
I've been thinking about you lately. I just can't help it. You always seem to pop into my head. I miss you so much. I took the A train today and as soon as I seen those 3 stops my heart started racing. You always seem to make my heart race. Your not even here and my heart still races. Crazy right? If I could turn back the hands of time. I would stop this heart break of you being taken away from everybody. You truly are one of a kind. Love you then now and forever.
Posted by sharae valentine on November 19, 2015
Looking at my internet pages on my phone and this one is in my bookmarks. It's been awhile since I wrote something to you. Only thing I can say is I miss you and love you so much. Wish you were here.
Posted by sharae valentine on July 6, 2015
It's been 5 years. I can't believe it. 5 years is a long time, not a day goes by that I don't miss you. I had to surprise mommy and dad at your annual BBQ. I absolutely love the look on their faces when they seen me because they thought I wasn't coming. So many people show up everyevery year and very year you can feel the love that so many people had for you. It is amazing how even thought your gone you can bring so many people together. By the time everybody leave they have gotten to know someone new, someone who's life was touched by you. Your family are amazing people and I love them so much. They have become my family. I know your mother says that i make her cry but she makes me cry because she reminds me of you. That loving and caring personality of yours. Your whole family reminds me of you. They took not only me into their arms but my family as well. I miss you so much. I find myself thinking about all the stuff we went through, the good and the bad. I thank god for allowing me to have you in my life for so many years. They say it is better to have loved and lost then not have loves at all. I believe that with all my heart. Words can't express the love i still have for you. You made me a better person. Your mother is gonna beat my butt if I don't come visit her lol. I miss you and wish you were here. I love you Then, Now, Until Forver. I carry you in my heart always.........
Posted by vanessa cobbs on July 4, 2015
YESTERDAY MORNING YOU WAS ON MY MIND AND I KEPT THINKING ABOUT YOU , IT WAS LIKE I WOULD THINK OF SOMETHING GOOD AND THEN I WOULD THINK OF SOMETHING BAD AND WOULD WANNA CRY BUT FOR SOME REASON EVERY TIME MY EYES START TO WATER SOMETHING FUNNY YOU DID TO MAKE ME LAUGH POPPED UP IN MY HEAD AND I WOULD START LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME , I KNOW IT WAS YOU PUTTING ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES IN MY HEAD IT WAS LIKE I FELT YOU AROUND ME AGAIN, I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR AND SEE ME SO I KNOW YOU ALWAYS GET MY MESSAGE EVEN IF I LOOK LIKE I'M TALKING TO MYSELF LOOKING CRAZY STILL CONTINUE TO HAVE MY BACK AND WATCH OVER ME , I APPRECIATE IT AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOU TAUGHT ME AND EVERY LESSON THAT WAS RECEIVED HAPPY 4TH OF JULY BABY BOY! HUGS N KISSES MUAHZZZZZ!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY THOUGHTS. AND I KNOW YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THAT, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU ARE THE VERY FIRST MAN I EVER FELL IN LOVE WITH AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT!! S.I.P I KEEP HEARING SO MANY DIFFERENT STORIES ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY AND I JUST WANT THE TRUTH, TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED FROM YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY
Posted by vanessa cobbs on July 4, 2015
EVERY YEAR I WILL ALWAYS DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU!
   MARSHA AMBROSIUS (FAR AWAY)! EVEN THOUGH IT'S REALLY A SUICIDE SONG THE WORDS EXPRESS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU WITHOUT THE SUICIDE PART, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOUR GONE, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOUR NOT HERE! I MISS YOU! HE WAS MY PERFECT MATCH MY SOULMATE ( SAGITTARIUS & ARIES) WE KEPT EACH OTHERS FIRE BURNING!! GOD BLESS YOU , YOU'RE IN A BETTER PLACE! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER! #TOMYFIRSTLOVE I MISS HIS TOUCH! I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HIS VOICE! I LOVE HEARING IT IN MY DREAMS ! I WISH YOU WERE WITH ME IN THE BRONX THAT DAY, THINGS WOULD'VE BEEN SO DIFFERENT, I JUST WISH I COULD DO EVERYTHING WITH YOU ONE MORE OR ONE LAST TIME
Posted by vanessa cobbs on July 4, 2015
A LETTER TO MY FIRST LOVE MY TONY TOUCH!
word's can't express the way i feel for you or about you, i thought about you all day yesterday, about the ups n downs but mostly all the great times we had together , sometimes i wish it was just a dream cause you were just at my house the third week of June and of course we had alot of fun ( especially in the shower), i always try to remember exactly what we talked about word for word and i remember you telling me how you felt like you was a boy maker and you was skeptical about that little girl and you told me how you wanted to take your boys to see the fireworks for the 4th of July, you was always a good friend to me despite that you had a girlfriend named j that you told me that was too clingy lol you still came around, one day i remember you and the bestie kept telling me to get a facebook and if i wanted to contact you, you'll always be on facebook lol , so about a month later i finally signed up to facebook and i sent you a friend request you and the bestie were already friends and i asked her why you didn't add me yet? Me being busy with my kids and working i really wasn't on facebook , now it's the ending of august and the bestie n I are missing you like crazy wondering where you are since i lived in the bronx we went to brooklyn to look for you or somebody you knew, so we planned to go out there that weekend but for some reason it was like you were trying to tell me something the whole time, i felt your spirit around us , we kept joking about things you used to do and say from south park, i was telling brist how i missed watching you do tricks on the bike , how you taught me how to pick locks n stuff lol, i remember you being drunk a few times coming to my best friend house yelling my name out the window looking for me, i remember the first time you cut your hair and you just came from Kissimmee florida and i was the first person you came to see, i felt so special , i remember being caught by your aunt in your grandma house , i remember spending the night at rhanette house on new years and her mother caught us in the bed and she told me to go in the living room lol , i remember meeting your beautiful mother and grandma and brother Ness for the first time, long story short we had a lot of history i loved the fact you trusted me with your son one summer day your baby mother dropped him off and travis came upstairs at trini house and was like here you go step mother cause he was crying and i put him to sleep, So the weekend is here and we get on the 4 train to the 3 to new lots and as soon as we're coming down the stairs we see deebo walking wit some girl so we stopped him like wassup where's everybody at? Where's my TOUCH? So all he did was pull up his sleeve and showed us his tattoo on his arm and we both looked at each other like stop playing you joking and he was like yea ya mad late this happened like 2 months ago , i tried to be as strong as i can but when we got on the 15 bus we both just broke down everyone was looking at us like we're crazy, i cried all the way home realizing that the whole time you was trying to tell us yourself us not knowing that we were really suppose to miss you for real , when i walked in the house the movie princess and the frog was just going off and the first song i heard on tv was by NEYO (Best thing i ever knew i needed) i will never forget that because i feel like you were trying to dedicate it to me so every time i hear it i become sad , i will never forget riding on the back of your bike and me saying slow down cause i was so scared lol I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT WE HAD! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST LOVE!
Posted by sharae valentine on April 26, 2015
Hey Babe. Just wanted to dedicate a song to you.
Long Distance by Bruno Mars
Basically he's saying there not much he can do to get back to the one he love. How he wish she was with him but can't be. How the long distance is killing him. How hard it is not being with her.
This song just hits my soul everytime I hear it and I always want to cry but I love the song and can't help but listen. I can't really tell you how I feel so I sing songs and hope they reach you in heaven. I love you then, now and forever.....
Posted by sharae valentine on April 12, 2015
Happy 29th Birthday Babe. I love you so much. I will take a shot for you lol. Wishing you were here to celebrate your birthday with your family and friends. It's crazy how much I miss you. You tend to creep into my thoughts a lot. I just want to hear your voice so bad. I want to look into your brown eyes and hold your hand. To tell you how much I love you again.
I was suppose to post this on the 10th. I know I'm late and I'm sorry. There is just so much more I want to say to you. Words can't express what you mean to me. If I was given the chance to turn back time. I would love you more, hug you more, kiss you more lol, spend more time with you, I would talk to you more. I love you then, now, until forever
Posted by Savelle Fowle on March 25, 2015
hey big bro just stopping by took alot of energy to stop by like im feel with so much pain an with u missing its hard for me to move on cuz i still dont believe u gone but im stay strong an let the FOWLE LEGACY LIVE ON I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THE BLOOD IN MY VEINS AND MISS YOU MORE THE ANYTHING BRO
Posted by sharae valentine on January 29, 2015
I had a dream about you last night. The bad part is it felt so real that when I woke up I was expecting it to be real. I was expecting you to still be here even though I know you not. It made my heart race and then I started to cry cuz reality literally smack me in the face that you are not here. That you are not coming back. That I can't do anything about it. To feel so weak and helpless. I would give anything to spend one more day with you. I love you always and forever.
Posted by Velly Don on January 25, 2015
hey big bro damn i anit been on here cuz i still dont believe u gone it hurts me so much wen i cant see u cuzit so much i wanna tell u an i wish u was here cuz i dont kno wat to do im so lost
Posted by sharae valentine on January 25, 2015
"I know I will see you again I'm sure. No it's not selfish to ask for more. One more night. One more day. One more smile on your face but they can't take yesterday. They can take tomorrow and the plans we made. They can take the music we will never play. All the broken dreams. Take everything, just take it away but they can never have yesterday. They can take the future that we will never know. They can takes the places that we said we will go. All the broken dreams. Take everything. Just take it away but they can never have yesterday."

Yesterday by Leona Lewis
This song says everything I feel. All I have are the memories of you. The love in my heart and soul that I feel for you. Life is not always fair and in your case it wasn't. I just keep thinking God needed you more, that he wanted you by his side. It's not fair and it still hurts but I have to keep faith. I have to continue to believe I will see you again or I would have fell apart a long time ago. Although you are gone your love lives on in so many people. You had a presence no one can ever forget. I miss and love you always.
Posted by sharae valentine on October 5, 2014
“Why do we close our eyes when we pray? When we cry? When we dream? Or when we kiss? Because we know that the most beautiful things in life are not seen, but felt by the heart.”
― Unknown

This is how I feel. When I close my eyes I feel you in my heart and soul. I will always love you. It's been hard without you. I am grateful I had the chance to love you and be loved by you. I miss you so much. I love you babe. Then, Now until Forever!!!!!
Posted by sharae valentine on September 15, 2014
Hey babe I miss you so much. My birthday is almost here and the one thing I want for my birthday I can't have. I wish you were here. I've been having a not so good month and really needed you to make me feel better. You were always great at that. A friend of mine tried to kill their self and your passing popped into my head. All the pain I felt from your death and my friends and my uncle, etc. deaths just came rushing into my heart. I couldn't breathe it felt like a ton of bricks fell on me. That feeling is horrible and I try not to feel it but it's always there. It hits me sometimes when I least expect it and my eyes start tearing. You were my rock. My light in the dark. I miss and love you so much. I love you then, now, until forever..
Posted by sharae valentine on July 7, 2014
OMG I remember how your voice sounds. I remember your touch. I remember everything. I just woke up from having a dream about you and started to cry cuz all I wanna do now it call out of work drive to Brooklyn wait for you to open the door grab you in my arms and never let go. Kiss you and tell you I love you. I realize I can't and my heart breaks all over again. In my dream we were arguing before I woke which is funny cuz we only had about 2 arguments out of the 10 years we knew each other. I wanna say sorry and I don't even really know what is was about. I dunno what to do. 4 years babe, 4 years of missing you and still loving you and not being able to see you, touch you, hug you or kiss you or even call you just to tell you I love you. I went to the BBQ at your father's house and had a great time with your family but I was missing you and wishing you would walk through that door hug everybody and say I'm ok. It was a really bad dream. Sit down eat joke and laugh with everybody. I dunno what to do. What do I do?
Posted by CRYSTAL LEVINE-RYAN on June 24, 2014
Gone yet not forgotten, although we are apart, your spirit lives within me, forever in my heart. Our hearts still ache in sadness and secret tears still flow what it meant to lose you noone will ever know.
Posted by sharae valentine on June 22, 2014
In the car, seat all the way back looking out the sun roof. Thinking about you and what you said to me about the stars. I can't believe it's gonna be 4 years. Feels like yesterday to me. The pain is crazy. Like someone took a part of my soul and heart. Wishing you were here. Love you then, now and forever.
Posted by sharae valentine on June 19, 2014
Another night of not being able to sleep. So I'm up watching RENT. There's a scene when one of the characters die in the hospital and her lover is holding her. Then of course they have a funeral. Everyone says their goodbyes and of course I'm crying cuz I wasn't able to say goodbye. I don't remember the last thing I said to you. I just wish I could remember if I told you I love you for the last time. I wish I could have held you in my arms or kiss you. That's what hurts the most not being able to say my goodbye....
Posted by sharae valentine on May 14, 2014
I wanna call you and tell you I'm writing poems again problem is it's about you. I wanna call you and curse you out lol for making fall so deeply and madly in love with you and for loving me the same way then leaving me. I know it's not your fault but it hurts so bad everyday. I try not to think about it or you but the more I try not to I do. There's this ache, this pain, this hole in my heart and in my soul that I can't get rid of. I'm stuck with this big what IF. I want to scream and yell and cry all at the same time. I don't know what to do sometimes. You know I married Mitchum but now he's in Afghanistan and I guess I have this fear that he's not gonna come home and I'm gonna loss someone else I love. I just need to hear you say everything will be ok, that you are always here for me.
Posted by sharae valentine on April 15, 2014
Hey I hate that your not here. Everything reminds me of you. The A train, the long island rail road, Brooklyn, etc. I walked pass the tree on my block. You know the one that grows the lil white flowers I love so much. Of course you popped into my head. I thought about the time it started raining and we ran under that tree. You looking into my eyes with those beautiful brown eyes of yours and then we kissed. I was in heaven. My heart was racing. Just like it was today when that memory popped into my head.
Posted by sharae valentine on April 11, 2014
It's 2 something in the morning and I can't sleep. All I wanna do is talk to you. To fall asleep while talking to you like we use to. To laugh and cry and talk about everything. Our hopes, dreams, future. I was just thinking bout the first time we said I love you to each other. Thinking of you makes me smile every time. Miss you so much.
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2014
Happy Birthday Babe! It's your birthday and I wish you were here so I can see you and give you a gift and birthday card. So since I can't I will give you something else. I will tell you something I never told you before. I never believed in love at first sight then I saw you for the first time and my heart spoke to my soul and said he is the one. My soulmate. You are and will always be my soulmate. I will always love you. You made me a better person and I thank you for that. I miss you more everyday. I don't like to dwell in the past but when it comes to you I do it a lot. You are my heart, my soul, my bestfriend. Miss you so much. I love you then, now and forever.
Posted by Qunice Cook-Baker on February 14, 2014
Missing u each & every day. I use 2 love babysitting u. U were such a good lil boy. Ur mom & my big sis Terry would go out & I would watch u. U turned out 2 b a great man & a fantastic father. Gone 2 soon. We all love & needed u but God needed u more. I know u hanging out with Auntie Terry & Grandma Cook. R.I.P.
Posted by sharae valentine on January 31, 2014
Hey I really need you right now. I could always get help from you when I need it and right now I need you. I need you to help me feel better. I'm stressing and you can calm my nerves. I'm kinda lost without you. I feel like a part of me is lost and no matter how much I keep looking I just can't find it. They say you never know what you have until it's gone but I already knew. Reality is now I can't do anything about it. I can't just say f it and come looking for you. I wish and wish but I guess I have to let go and let god. You are always in my heart, in my mind, in my soul. I love you....
Posted by sharae valentine on January 1, 2014
Happy New Years Babe. I can't believe it's another year without u here. I know you are in heaven partying like no tomorrow and sending your love and blessings to everyone you love. I miss u so much and wish u were here. Sending you all my love (not all gotta save some for your family, my family and friends lol). Love you always.
Posted by sharae valentine on December 18, 2013
I want to talk to you so bad. Just wanna pick up the phone dial your number and hear your voice. You always made me feel better after talking to you. You always knew how to make me smile. I'm needing you so much right now. Never really know what you got until it's gone. I just wish you were here. I miss you so much. I love you then, now and always…..
Posted by sharae valentine on August 25, 2013
I miss you so much. I been thinking about you a lot lately. You are always on my mind and in my heart but I'm really missing you now. I love you then, now and always......
Posted by sharae valentine on July 3, 2013
It's been 3 years and it seems like yesterday when I found out. I think about you everyday. You are the one always on my mind. I still love you so much. I am around the people who love you and you feel the love all around. You left a big empact on everyone in your life. I miss our talks and how no matter how bad my day is I could talk to you and you make it all better.
Posted by Kiante' Habersham on April 10, 2013
Happy Birthday Daddy/ Uncle...... working on another collage for you .... I kno you can see wat im doing in my life right nw bt i just wanna tell you that i really miss you an i gt excepted to the art institute of charleston an wen im done wit that im working on doctorate in music composition i will always love you an please continue to watch over me. I love you soooooooooooooooo much! :)
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2013
Happy Birthday Tony!!
Posted by sharae valentine on February 14, 2013
Happy Valentine's Day Babe. I was at work and I felt someone behind me but when I looked there was no one there. Then the time you surprised me at work popped into my head and I knew you, were checking up on me. I miss you so much. I wish I could just call you to hear your voice and just talk like we always did. I Love You. Then, Now, Forever
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Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2020
In one lifetime, you will love many times but one love will burn your soul forever!
Posted by vanessa cobbs on April 10, 2020
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR BEING THE LOVING SILLY PERSON THAT YOU WERE , YOU ALWAYS BROUGHT SMILES TO MY HEART. I WILL FOREVER THINK ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU TIL WE MEET AGAIN , HUGS N KISSES!!
Posted by sharae valentine on April 10, 2020
Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday Dear Tony. Happy Birthday to you. I can't believe it you're officially 34 today. Today I smile thinking about you and what you would have been doing to celebrate your birthday. I would have been celebrating with you today. I'm gonna take a shot especially for you today. I really wish you were here. I know you are having an amazing party in heaven.

True Love Never Dies. I will and have always loved you.
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Shared by vanessa cobbs on July 3, 2020
Hey boo, I thought about you just the other day, driving through your little chill spots, Kristina did as well. I know your birthday just past and with tears in my eyes as I know you'll see. Kristina and I will always love you and miss you. Until we meet again we will always remember and reminisce about you. I also know that when I think about you, it's because you put that there as we already had this conversation when you were here. Remembering My first love.I miss you and I love you 

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Shared by Etoria Williams on September 13, 2013
Today I thought about you... I don't know what it was that made me but your face just popped up in my head... And I miss you soon much. I never got to spend as much time as I wanted to with you. The last time I saw you were were in your place because I went down to visit your mother. We caught up and talked about when we were younger, back when it was easier to see each other. And as we grew up we grew apart...You were one of my most favorite people in this world because you always had my back...You never made me feel bad about myself or put me down. You helped me with a new look on life the last time I saw you and it's what made me go home and try to change some things. You were my big brother... My only big brother at the time... I jus wish I could have had more time with you...I hope you are up there in heaven and know how much I love you and how I miss you. Rest easy bro

I Love You.....

Shared by sharae valentine on July 15, 2013

I Love You because of who you are.
I Love You because you take me for who I am.
I Love you because deep in my ♥ I know we should not be apart.
I Love You because you showed me wat Love really is.
I Love You because you know how to make me laugh.
I Love You because of the lil things.
I Love You because you bring out the best in me.
Because even when I'm upset you make me love you more.
Because when I think it's over you show me it just begun.
Because you love me through it all.
Because you always catch me when I fall.
Because you know me better then I know myself.
Because you are better then all the rest.
Because you know wat I want.
Because you always show me respect.
Because you know wat I like.
I Love You for all the phone calls and text.
I Love You because you believe in me and all my dreams.
I Love You because you are the only one for me.
I Love You because no matter wat you make me feel like a queen.
I Love You because you let me in.
I Love You because you take care of me.
I love You because you are kind and sweet.
I Love You because you will protect me no matter what.
I Love You because you shared your world with me.
I Love You because you show me wat a father should be.
I Love You because you have a true ♥.
I Love you because you were worth the wait.
I Love You because even the thought of you can make me smile.
Because you can make me laugh and cry at the same time.
I Love You because the memories of us are the greatest gifts I got.
Because no matter where I go there's a memory of you that will not fade. 
That bring me back to my happy days with you.
Because through the good and the bad you are all I ever had.
Because you make me feel as if true love will never die.
Because I love you then. I love you still. (you know)
Because you made me believe in love at first sight.
Because you showed me what having a soul mate is really like.
Because you gave me a reason to live and someone to die for.
Because you gave me a reason to travel to the ends of the earth to get 
you back.
Because my ♥ only beats for you.
Because your touch can make me weak.
Because your voice can put me at ease.
Because your lips can take away the pain.
Because your eyes can make me forget.
Because your smile can brighten my day.
Because you are the light in the dark.
Because you can make all my fears and doubts disappear.
Because even though you are gone you are still here.
Because you are in my ♥ for as long as I shall live.
Because you are the one who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Because with a husband like you I wouldn't need a reason for my eyes to 
stray.
Because with you I can do anything.
Because words can't express how you make me feel.
Because loving you is all I want to do.
Because loving you is and will always be my goal in life.
Because I couldn't wait to say I Do.
Because I will never find a love as true.
Because you forgave me when I didn't forgive myself.
Because even when we lost touch love found a way to bring us back 
2gether.
Because no on can ever be you.
I Love You because you know how I feel before I say a word.
I Love You Then, Now, Forever.